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2005-06-16T07:05:00.000+08:00

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2005-02-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

I LOST WEIGHT. I LOST WEIGHT!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!

I, HARYANI, HAF LOST WEIGHT!!!

i liek tht

2005-02-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

so its cny.
sian.
so ytd my dad went off de alarm clock.
so i woke up at SEVEN.
and received late coming slip.
**pissed.
de teacher evrytym NOT YET. hahas. i wanted to get out kayys. den when finallyy over den i ran up to sunmengg. den sat wif artyweishansunmengnurin. den syikinfilz came and sat in frnt of de balllooonnss. den cnt see. shortassess. ohwells. what to sayy. den de concert start, usuall stuff... den got de tastethefood thng, de sec1 veh extra. engkiat got attitude problem. hahahas. shan sumtyms get pissified? den excedarians came. jojo juju gg apl sephine ~~nyq~~? yess all of dem. (: evryone upstairs damn excitedd lahh. toktok to sabbie (cos we onlyy see de oder side) den concert over, den arty char sabbie me go j8 den wen we reachh dere sabbie wan go watchh movie wif jumperss den we would haf gone if got constantine at orchard budden dun haf den sabbie had to go all de way to lido or cathayy by herself den she reali pissedd. sorryy. den CHAR forced us to watch i do i do. -.- its kinda dumb. hahas. ofcourse lah righht? all i do is read de subtitles. yeahh. den after tht we searched for chars bag and chars... _ _ _ and den we go make sum paint stuf, those nid bake one. oh befoore tht we saw sumone wif her bf. and den arty and me went watch constantine. real cool! heaven doesnt want him? (awwww...)
anyway after the movie, arty din wan take de mrt wif me (pffft) and so i had to take 88 to pasir ris. budden artyy made me get on de wrong side whichh goes to toa payohh. **was reallyy lost. luckilyy got #8. den go all de wayy hm. wan shit readyy. arty got 3 ppl pissed at her. sabby was sorryy tht she wus pissed at us. love yoo sabbyy. denn went hm... got more sian... till this morning. my neighhbour gave me 12bucks!! maju my neighbour. pat wear tht skirt!! and what to doo for maam shirlyynnnn's bdayy? im gna chng tis layout soon. i wan eat. mom cook rendang.

btw.

to all those ppl who are fucking suicidal.

fuck off.

got no reason to die.

SICKK

2005-02-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

I AM SICK

of ppl toking to me in chinese

of teachers and seniors asking me tht i luk liek sum long lost cedarian and den asking me weder i
haf a sister

of rude sec ones

of mr tay yu will die//regret jokes. hahahahaha. SO FARNYY ah

of mrs tan telling me to not put my head on de table. my PROBLEM lahh i wan put and sleep

of sumone hugging me

of pug jelly

of MY FAMILY especially MY DAD LAH

of lying to mrs tan wen i go out to tok to herr during reading. yess my family veh okay, normal, nth WRONG all these FOURTEEN YRS

of TWO A. not responsive, not enthu, not jogging, BETTER OFF DEAD RIGHT?

of minahs tht piss me off. im in cedar so what? IM NOT SOMBONG LAH ASSHOLE

of michael filz helppp!! make him stop bugging meeeeee!!

of not-farnyy jokes by fellow classmates. FORCES me to laughh liek sum spastic gurl. liek tautau liddat. HE HE HE HE HE or HOO HOO HOO. and den sayy 'good one!'

of jubi saying tht i liek jie ming. EHH PLEASE LAH CAN.

of TWO A (again) saying tht im LES. UUUUUHHHHH NO IM NOT.

of my com.

of how pathetic my drills are and tht im gna be nobodyy in sec4 and sam and yanyii all those ppl stand a chance to be head of training and im just... haryani. hu BOUNCE when i oreaddyy TRY SO HARD

of how broke i am.

of ppl wanting to die when my familyy sucks MORE than deirs.

tell yoo sth. my bro say he got see org hitam at sofa kay. SIALAN.

ps: if yoo haf it, why not flaunt it? wooots* sngt maju budak menengahh tiga ya?

finalllyyy

2005-02-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

todayyy rightt, aiyahh so mad.
okayy so ferst deres mr tay.
he humiliated me in frnt of my whole class but heckk hu cares.
he perasan 2c gif him cookiess!! wonder weder he perasan 4h gif him cake oso arhh.
ohyeahh! maam fadilahh liek my drawingss (:
nvm.
den den deres HASLINA.
what... blind deer, no idea?
den onlyy de monk noes. HAHAHAHAHA!
if this is a ball, this is a... FISH BALL!
andand if this is a wave, den this is a MICROWAVE!! LAME SIAAA
den righht syikinn got sum stoopid shakespeare joke ah. den maamshirlyn's one wus totally... dunnoe what to sayy. tomato catchup. *diao! denden malayy class more fun. sarong nangka. jackfruit suit. what nurin... err... knape ibu aje, kan bapak pun tolong? den cikgu mahani wus liek HAHH??? tolong bukan PROCESS tetapi encouragement lahh ~~dol mat~~ dollyy minahh.
den we got to noe got alortt chigopekss ard... *yeahh. den... ohYEAH ytd do hist//geog projectt ah den sabbyy tok bout renny liek nonstop. den i saww maam edithh practicingg. (: heehee. veh cuute. den sabby drew this logo for ipww, wif three bubbles for no reason den she wus liek for love hope and salvation. *DIAOOO. yeshh. btw!! i went youth concert den i got to touchh tautau. *grinngrinn. sid wus totallyy moody lah cos she tertouch slyy instead. OH. syikinn. dun tink i can go tripscience lah. tht maths test just nw wus just... shittyy. and yu noe what i got for science? THIRTEEN AND A HALF. and yishi got liek NINETEEN? YEAH. WTF. to hell wif atoms. anywayy celestine dun thinkk liddat lahh. all yr problemmss will in de end get solved kayy? MINE are the ones tht im stuck wif till i die. and only syikin noes it. BLEH. oh syikins cuz calls me de maam jo admirer. SHEESH. so LAST yr. HAHA. OHYEAHH. got alort of stuf lahhh... cnt rmb. budden ytd sabby ask shan buyy fruit punch wif jelly ah, den shan gooo den pay readyy den go bck gif sabby den sabbyy found out dere wusnt anyy JELLYY so poor shan had to go bckk and ask for it den she cum bck again den NO BUBBLETEA STRAW. hahahahahhaas!! den shann said can drink wif normal straww den sabby sayy veh slooow den shan went healthyy choice budden halfwayy sabby say dun haf so she go bckk to de stall and got sabby her straww. -.-'' eyyy just nw in ppmac got one retarded guyy hu keep luking at syikin. NOT SO DAO OLD VIRGIN AFTER ALL HUH. I AM SO GNA WIN SYIKIN. SO GNA WIN. (: i update on fridayy lahh. acsi is spastic and filz is currently out shopping, using late noorsani's money and syikin's thinking of hoow she gna earn moneyy cos... ofcourse, i WON de bet. 352. 352. CHEEESEEEE. ciao.

yayyy

2005-01-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

omfg.
i slept for liek, 15hrs.
i tink ill be de ferst person to die frm fasting and flu and fever.
HEYY.
poem!
fasting, flu, fever!
anyways, no artyy, i din cum to sku cos i reallyy am sick. din see me ytd ah? my face luk liek as if i wan cryy liddat.
i LOVE np. whyy wud i skip np? i came to drills session ytd even tho i wus real tired. almost evryone came even tho deyre tired.
aries forever. classmates are... good... but... 2A JUST FUCKING SUCKS. WHY ARE WE SO LIDDAT ONE?? I HATE IT. I WAN GET OUT OF IT ASAP. de onlyy ppl i can tok to in MY OWN FUCKING CLASS is weishan... arty... sunmeng... sab... simph... shan... err... thts abt IT?
fuck lah. de oders, its just tht 2a is filled wif all de different cliques and we REALLY dun fit well tgeder and tht. and tht. PFFFFT. de oders liek anoder class. liek me, i kinda liek 2c more than 2a.
im gna blog bout de whole week... and abit of last wk. went to clarke quay wif sunmengshanartyy. love themm kayyss. dun get de wrng idea abt de whole hate class thng. so we went dere... hahas... den took sum picturess den go 7//11 buyy sum sandwichess cos artty had to go hm(yeahh). sunmengg and me went take postcardss and den sunmeng went wif arty and i went wif shaaaaan. hahas. kayy. tis is de start of a whole lot of rubbishh and marinabay-liek experience.
kayy. so we took de CORRECT train to harbourfrnt, stopping at OUTRAM PARK...right? so shann wus eating and i wus taaking all kindss of merepek picturess and den we suddenlyy hearr de person saying.... HARBOURFRONT. yes!! its TRUE. we din hear all de OTHER announcements budden suddenlyy heard THAT one AND we were liek ohshit and ohfuck and oh we're goddamn dumb. so we had to wait and den deres tis officer guyy in green hu *warned shan abt eating in de train... so we went out at outram park and guess wer we waited? we wasted a couple of minutes waiting for de train gg to PUNGGOL.
PANDAILAHH KAMI BERDUA.
so we went uup and den we saww, ynoe, those carvings tht are quite... cultural and decided to take picturesss of it and den de train shud haf cum so got alort of ppl walkingg and hahas! cnt take. budden atleast we went wait correct train lars. so wen we waited i ate de sandwichh tht justnw shan eat one and she said tht i eat liek... liek vehh... p o l i t e liddat lar and nid USE hankerchief(?) to wipe de mouth and liek NO I DONOT EAT LIDDAT ITS JUST THT AT DE SAME TYM GOT SUM THNG FELL OUT AND I WIPED MY MOUTH WIF MY HAND and shan started luffing liek an... idiot? muahahahars. we both did lar. and den we went hm... and sunmeng smsed me tht she saww EIGHT teachers... got ms jouuu.
ohwells, we saw msjou and mschye de witch ytd rightt syikin? *normal wayy.... okayss... so err... den on dunnoewhatdayy MRTAY (yeahh i love his ltr-yr-5th-generation-will-trace-bck-who-caused-dem-a-hard-life-and-dey-find-out-its-yoo joke BUT) see, i din do corrections for my testpaperr... and he wus liek whyy and den he put it on de window pane...
PANDAI LAH TU!!!!!!!!!!
den de wind BLEWW *gentlyy and it fell. and he wus liek oops. and i REALLY said OHMYGODWHAT THEFUCKMRTAY loudly and ran dwn to get in (yeahh braved de rainn) and FOUND OUT IT WUSNT DERE so i ran up bck all wet and said tht and he borrowed sunmeng's mirror and said HAPPILY tht its stuck on de parapet and just take sum broom and pushh it dwn.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. VERYY FUNNY LAH.
so i did it... atferst w/o syikinfilzdee but wif has. hahas. she ah. she wus liek, hurry!why?what? ohwells. didnt work. and so i went to 2c and told dem and den deyy came along wif me and i said i din noe wer it is den we went dwn and den we saw it on de parapet and den syikin, de short syikin, made an attempt to liek, swoop it dwn or sth wif de pole but it din work and we dumbasses wanted to make
A FLAGPOLE ERECTION!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! (heard de mlboard's beautifullyy decorated by filzsyikindee today? yay? yay tht yu guys recycled de menengah3 thngy and made it ours...? sialannn)
okayy so de flagpole thingyy obviouslyy din work. and i got a cut on myy hand... and den i went up wif dee and den syikinfilz just gave de directions... sortofff... to get to de paper and it worked and we were luffing so muuch lor!! FLAGPOLEERECTION. siao. okayy.
den on sunday i went tanishaass partyyy. so i went wif deebaobanu to get de gift and den we went to de party by taxi and den we went wrongg condo(paisehh) den we went to de oder one tht simplyy sayss rivervale sthsth.. den we went to de poolsidee den we saw squattiemates in dde waterr and den we oso masok de water budden befoore tht bao wus pulled//pushed in byy sumone and den her mouth kene de side of the pool. :( den jojo borrowed my swimming suit and den evryone wanted mee in so i just went in liddat and den yar... den go to de room den dryy up den play taufikk's cd den met wif sec1 jnr hu said i dun luk liek im in np but luk liek bball. HAHAHAHAA. farnyy sia. den we practised drills lar, danced lar... wtv shit. ate.. den banu scared us by drinking evryones water... yeahh, suddenlyy evryone wus rushing to get water cos she wus liek gg to get anoder attack den i went bck and eat... **twice. and den cut de bdayy cake den we din eat much cos oreadyy full. but its niice!! really! den we played at de playgrnd. i looovee de swing and de go round round thng. hahas. harrypotter! last man standing, woops, i mean sitting, wins! den we went bck... den we knew de score for de tigercup thngy... den all happy, i dunnoe why, i sayy its dumb and boring
(xcept for de 50yrold guyy *winkwink)
me n dee went bck hm by taxi and it stopped by tampines ferst so i stayed in de taxi alone, kinda freaky but i survived! no de eye2 or juon. (:
*sticks tongue out to dee.
ohyeahh! den beasts of england!! animalfarm idol.
barneyy bobbers.
hahahahaa. suppose sing beasts of england to a tune(s) so we sang it to barneyy iloveyooyoolovemeweareonebigfamily and bob de builder. we rawkk. but sab's grp nicest lar... veh pop liek. but we're supposed to haf fun whatss. beasts of england, beast of ireland! muahahahars. we luffing liek what lor. i started luffing ferst actually. arty said beasts will shine instead of bright will shine. tsktskk.
okayy... went mavis wif sunmengpat. butch watch? and den de maths one kinda niice arh. dun really liek de science one. de maths one onlyy one guy in de class. muahahars. monday blues indeed. de science one de teacher mrchin. HAHAS.
parades on fridayyss are... fun. hahas. stickyy.
IN MALAY CLASS... *drumrolll
DEE FARTED. muahahahars!! real loud and i slammed her chair right forward!! and cikgu wus liek, hah? hahahahahahahahas!! bau harum semerbak. hahahahahahas.
ytd drills session not really good. cnt command loud bcos of my sorethroat and all. blehh. and den veh tired ahh. after tht real niice. (: enjoyed it.
and den went ppmac wif sarahsyikinn. hahas. no more karthikeyan lar. :( budden we toktok bout old times. hahas. and den me n syikin went take neoss.
owe $ pay $! *tailongs
ohhss... we finally luk dao... we're scared of maamliwen. shes just... SCARY. ohohoh syikin n me made tis... bet//promise in de name of karthikeyan, mr tay, 100bucks and mrtay tht at 20 syikin will haf a bf and WNT die an old dao virgin. thts for me. syikin says she wnt and will die a dao old virgin... so we'll see... we'll see... we'll see... 100bucks will be in myy pocket. in my pocket. and in de bus we tok bout old neoss and luff liek hell. binsusaba. HAHAHAHAHAAS. NEVERMIND!!
oooohh rendang's niice. can still smell it.
oh so got gurl power. liek wtf?? got nth else to write lah actually. but i love all fouur. den dere's de bimbo cheer.

oh my god, i think i need a manicure
the sun i swear, is scorching up my gorgeous hair
24, 65, i dont care, stupid scores
go go fight fight!
gee i hope i look alright

hahaahahahahahahas!
our sqd spastic ahh!!!
<3>
but i love yu guys.
ciao.

aaah!

2005-01-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

okaaaaayyy
im gna blog abt de clarke quay thngy, tanisha's partyy, tuition, no more 5 apt//wk and all wen i haf de tym kayy ppl.(:
cos i so nid to get stuf organised rightt nw...
pat//sunmeng//simph, im so confused rightt nw, ynoe, mixed uup cedar n mavis.
blehh.
been 2 yrs since i haf tuition ppl.
kayy.
so yar.
im uploading de pics nw.
wnt haf tym to put dem in photo albumss yet.
so erhh, ciao.

de sectwooo life.

2005-01-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

i am blogging!!!
I AM BLOGGING.
after liek, THIRTEEN hrs sleeping. *hehhehh.
so ferst week of sectwoo... not much problem... just wif holiday hw and pronouncing 'yi shi' (my partnerr) properly lah.
and... I LOVE CRATER!!!
our drills are liek, much better now... not saying tht hermes not good lar. i miss hermes.
and i love mrtayy. muahahhahar.
so lets see on monday dun haf apt so i was doing compre in class... nuthng interesting... ohohh! in de morning we thot tht mrtoh gna be our formteacher, so we were fucking unhappy and DEN MRSTAN (yeahh my last yr science teacher tht liek make me sleep and got her liek, reproductive system or sth out last yr and all) and she wus nagging*(can call it nagging rite?) at sabby abt spikyhair and me abt my big earhole and arty abt whymusyoohafmultiplepiercings and sunmeng, swordswoman. hahahahaha. pain in de ass. nyehh. de geog teacher's newlywed and kips saying 'alright' (no not ALRIGHT! in a happy way but alright de teacherly way) and de history teacher's 19, waiting for her a lvl result and wears branded stuf and made us play treasure hunt and she say dun haf prize cos she not so rich. ermm gurl yure wearing levis. anywayy shes kinda boring and wear braces. her braces are cute but arty tinks shes ugly but got gd figure. itoktoomuch. arty and me went out and took sum neoss... reall nice. cabbage and carrot *winkwink.
eyyy why blogger liek this one... how cum de font chngchng one. hehh.
okay so sid is getting me tautau's autographh! yaaaay!
sid was also in de going-to-hype-and-wait-for-taufik thng. wif kizza just tht kizza nia write her name if not she get in trouble (i dunnoe whyy but im freaking jealous, liek wtf, taufik took off his sandals and sat dwn to tok to dem liek WTF SEYYY)
on tuesdayy... err... oh dere's jogging briefing rite? arty and me went to class, actually wanted to chng den we were oreadyy late for de whole thng so we went n cudnt open de door. blehh.
den hml...is...a sadsad thng. HOOOW cud dey split us up??? now its just C A O. wtf. its a gd thng got c. if it was a m o i swear i wan a class exchng lah can.
budden still fun lah. we're still noisyy... (HAH cikgucikgu's plan tak work out kan? HAH!)
so cikgu say tis yr sec1 even tho 30+ not loud lahh, veh obedient... den we sae dey just entered what den she sayy wen we entered we're liddat oreadii. omg i just realised tht we SO RAWK. *yeahh
i haf maam tan as myy english teacher n my journal's got taufik all over.
i love maths! woops. no. i still hate maths but now i can understand it. i love mrtay, papa tay wtv! and his yellow bangle! and his stoopid jokes tht he oso tell to 2c. can yu believe tht? we were toking bout mr tay and we found out he told de 'im not a gd teacher, im a DAMN GOOD teacher' joke to both 2c and 2a. hehh.
science... get mrstan againn, duuh...
art... music same...
but music i get to sit wif artysunmeng. wooots.
and art oso. art got shanmei (de monitress noww)
char's de secretaryy.
doraartymejulynn hopeless retired class comm hu are now normiees.
ruthika's taking over my job
and eileen's de ASSmonitress.
wednesdayy got drillsession wich REALLY made us better kay.
de posture thng helped us. alot.
i love our ncos!!
i love maamedithfadilahshirlyn!!
maam shirlyn's so sweet.
wait.
isnt tht maam fadilah?
maam shirlyn's so... caring.
muahahhar.
she called dee ytd and was really concernedd.
so aries jiayou thirdclassdrill here we come.
den on thurs it wus de tekateki, ithink.
oh putupiringggggggggggg.
hahahahaa.
funny sia.
and apam, ape apam?
lodeh eh mak lodeh.
den din go out... cos im broke.
YATI YOO STILL OWE ME A BDAYY GIFT!
SARAH
ARTY
PEIYING
EUNICE
hmm...
did i buy syaz a gift...? waait, hu gave me? alahhhh.
i owe nurin a gift. she wanted me to buy her a CAP when she bought me a bandanna and one badge. err nurin. im just gna buy yu sth tht's under 5bucks thts what.
we started on de bottle thngy for apt and its wayy more difficult. yar.
im still sweatingg after apt. i still stink. my bag oso stink cos i just dumped my pe shirt in my bag after jogging.
so on fridayy my thumb kena sheeshkebab by my pri sku nametag. and den parade was good... tho we had to chng twice for pt. move faster nxt tym kae? (: wecandoit.
de jogging part i wus t o t a l l y worn out. nid.lose.weight.
NOW ITS THE PART
so after de parade banu wus walking veh slowlyy and den we thot its her usual thng lah. i rmb i said tht tis parade wus gd, cheer up or sth liddat. den baobao walk bside her den we all luffluff. den filzsyaz went real fast and den dee and me crossed de road den we turn bck den we saw baobao liek dunnoewhattodo and banu oreadi liek... kissing de floor? liek sembahyangg liddat. den we went bck den filzsyaz went bck den maamfadilahyiyou came and maamfadilahyiyou asked filzsyaz bring sirtan den dey came bck wif maamshirlyn...sirchin...mikechia...maam...errmm...cnt rmb. den dere wus so manyy ppl den sec3 maams went past and den abt 5 or 6 ppl onfoot//incar stopped by and went off and i dunnoe lahh!! den de maams ask us go hm, deyy oso go hm den baobaodeedee get to ride in sirtan's car. wif maamlaykian AND maamholing. MUAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAR. was it fun dee? was it? okayy. *ehemehem. banu got sent to kk. maam chew follow her and nw shes bck. i tink she nid sum medicine larr. and she nid tell maam whenever she cnt take it. syikinn i dunnoe wan visit her or not. cos i nid buy transparent earstick ferst.
de ferst week of sec2, get readyy for de maths test nxt week. ciao.

nyeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh

2004-12-30T15:31:00.000+08:00

ppl are askingg me to update so FINE herre i am.
ferst thng- whats all tis rgians running after taufik, know his schedule and waits for him outside de recording studio and all. dey are liek, taking tis whole idol thingy wayy too seriously. wtv lahh.
syikin. faizal luks 15!!
even my MOM saes tht kae.
budden I luk 15 too. nyehnyehh.
anywaesss so im left wif summore hw...
blaah...
and sec1s nxt yr... OKAY ahh. *heeeeeee
promoted np ytd.
den went out wif syikdee.
on de ferst dayy of de np... meeting(?) we made those knots. and den after tht went out wif syiksarah. karthikeyan. lolx.
andandand bodoh(hi)biscuit. diaoo lah syikin. but those neoprintss memorable lah. (:
so...so...what else...
ohyarhh
RAIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEEEEEAAAAASEEEEE RAAAAI I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
andandand.......
i dunnoe what else to sayy...
bye 2004.
ciao.

overweight

2004-12-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

i.am.overweight.
i.am.overweight.
rite?
im fat.
even cikgu zubaidah said i put on weight.
damn...
damn.
my mom saes im out of shape.
blehh.
n my bro saes i eat alot.
n.
n.
i tink im fat.
i am fat.
fatfatfat.
now im ~~fat~~ fed uup.

touseornottouse?diao.

2004-12-14T07:48:00.000+08:00

oh fuck i just stayed up all night.
its almost eight nw...
hvnt slept yet.
yu wna noe y?
cos of geog ppt.
it botherss me.
i could hear it calling for me at 4am.
so i did it.
oh damn i said de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
i will use 'freak' instead of de f-word.
...
right.
har yu shud just fucking shut up.
im sleepy n pms-y.
ciao.

guesswhosback?

2004-12-11T14:11:00.000+08:00

okae for sum weird reason i dun reali liek... get superrly crazy wen tautau's on tv. de idol fever is... over. just liek tht. tht means im liberated. muahahahahha. yesss! anywaes sid... yu sound so nice n cuddly in tht email of yrss... eww. n for anoder weird reason im nort gna blog bout my vacation cos its just... boring. but i got alort of new clothes! whoopeee! n im gna upload de pix ltr...

in less than a mths tym:
we're gna haf jnrs.
we are on de secoond lvl. whoaaa.
de sec3 maams are sec4 maams n i noe im gna mix uup n stil greet dem as sec3s n dey'll luk at me n luff or sth.
I HAF TO COMPLETE MY HW. I HVNT EVEN STARTED BTW.
i tink my blog will chng... again... de layout i mean.
im gna haf a printer. for de camera. yeaa.
im... buying new uniforms!
carry pathetic sku bag wif pathetic bks...
n take de #8 bus wif dee n syaz n filz in it.
mebbe baobao oso.
den walk to sku while baobao blabber on abt... i dunnoe... maams?
bleh.
nomoresec4stocrushon.
sec3slastyr.
crater'slastyr.

to sid.
no i dun tink ive g r o w n more matured or athng...
haf yoo?
but i dun liek qama or ahmad anymore.
n yu dun liek shafiq.
n yu stil luurve tautau
wen i stop oreadi.
haizz..
i dunnoe lar.
but i noe im more... ruude... sumtyms.
blehh.
ciao.
(im gna watch sum movie ltrr)

stufimhappieabt

2004-12-03T13:06:00.000+08:00

dere are TWOO thngs im happyy abt.
-taufiik!
-new digital cam!
**WEEEEEEEE~
taufiktaufiktaufik
i kneww yud winn
hehehhs
btw in newpaper de pic of sly fans crying...
isnt tht kakdynna?
liek WTF kae if thts kakdynna.
but he won.
n i dun care bout world idol or athng else.
he is de si.
hah.

my digicam!
alaahh even tho two sec3 maams haf oreadi stil good riite.
yeshh, its de canonpowershot a400 tht is cheap but cuute.
de length de same as my sonyericsson t610!
a LITTLE bit longer onlyy lah.

ytd got de chip for bigger space one.
den go jln raye.
recorded sum possessed tempat kueh.
veh merepek ah.
we luff liek wat.
n my mom go cut hair tauu...
veh short.
liek me**
hahas.
n altogether i got 20+... not much...
but i got to c mak unggal. shes zombified. shes 80 n her veins all liek... jelly liek on her skin. freak me out.

im going holidae... msia onlyy...
on de 6th.
so dun go book chalet for tht date lah kaes... pityy me...

patricia sae she got see accident, as in at de scene cos her uncles fren knock sum person dwn or sth. coooll...

tht jufri n sum oder ppl wan cum ah.
n my house in a mess cos de windows nid chng screws so de dust nw all over de place n my bro just went out liddat to go meet his fren. HEH.

den xdamaians jalan raye... not so fun arh... cos we all veh tired n all. n move so slow. :/. n to filz, n o we wnt get kidnapped by banglas. *diao.

ciao. *for gd tyms and bad tyms, i'll be on yr side forever more... thts wat ~~frens~~ sqdmates are for. (:

todae. memorable dae.

2004-11-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

hmm... yu ppl blog so little!!
not enuf not enuf!
redo!!
kaes... so todae is de dae ~~evryone~~ aries will rmb for de rest of nplife ah.
cry herre, cry dere, hug hug evrywer.
i haf ALORT of topics to blog abt ah.
shall e l a b o r a t e as well as maam edith yarrss.
hmm...

confident
aries. we mus tink tht we are fit to be called sec2 maams. if we tink tht we arent gd enuf, we arent ready den how can we ever BE ready?? so yah. chng mindset. we MUS b ready kaes. cos no matter wat de sec1s gna cum n join np n we dun wan dem to luk dwn on us so we mus be confident.

de maams got mention bout being matured. so in de bus mebanufilzsyaz thot abt de past ah. veh farnie. waat... gang kau ah, tak gang kau. de merepek selenge past. liek...last tym i liek (aiyaah, i just use de name ah) ahmad den waat... jealous lah, wat lah. de diary thng in p5... de staircase incident. nw i tink bck n liek WHATTHEFUCK. seriously. wtf?!! n qamarul. aiyahh. pathetic ah me. so twoo yrs frm nw i'll read tis blog n tink im a total loser. i am prepared. i am a loser, haryani of 2006.

bgrggr
maam shirlyn i support yoo!
antiboys. yeahh**
n syikin NOOO me n THT gurl dun haf athng on. SHEESH ppl. ggr onlyy waat... gringrinn. tersengehh mcm budak biul. BLEH.

cheers.
todae de cheeers veh niice!!
esp de carlsberg one!!
hmm...wat wus it...
i love ariesariesaries
i love delphinusdelphinusdelphinus
i love cratercratercrater
i love cedarnP!!!
i love yu np
_and if its quite alright (?)
i nid yu np
_until de morning light (...?)
i nid yu np
smiile wif me wen i saaaae...
i LOVE yu np
_and if its quite alright
i nid yu np
_until de morning light
i love yu np...
cedarnP!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
heard maam yiyou reali proud of tis cheer.
yes maam yu shud be!
*winkss

ohyeaa..
ex6humilityy ppl...
i tink its tym for a class gathering ah.
cos most of us chnged...alort... n it'll b liek, exciting ynoe...
yahh...
so sidfilzsyazraihusy lets plan.

apologizing session wif sectwos.
hmmm...veh farnie ah.
wat...
aries: sectwomaams we wan to apologize for all de wrng we've done
delphinus: apology accepted
delphinus: we wan to apologize osoooo
aries: apology accepted maam
muahahahahar.
n all infrnt of de holy toilet.
(:
i wnt abc wif de maams ever again.
i sweaarr.
i tink i said sum abc stuf cos i wus pissed wif singyee hu owaes pushpush ppl to de frnt so she wnt get to report. liek wtf singyee. wtf.
and aries... frm last tym till now i stil dunnoe y yu guys dun liek maam sulaiha ah. she okae wot. i dun find athng wrng wif her ah. just tht shes lameosupremo sis n... yea, nuthng wrng.

maam fadilah sho sweeet!!
de chocolates...de postcard.
veh touchingg arhss de wordss.
hehehh.
but noo i din cry lah can.
i CANT cry...
kinda...
maluating.
but we're all veh happie tht we survived camp n tht maam fadilah... err... wat she write ah... nvm ah. veh motivating. ppl go read den cry summore. *diao.

ohyeeaaa.
aries nid chng riite.
so as a part of aries i oso nid to chng.
sooo... liek, newyr resolution liddat ah.
myy wishes (dunnoe weder can fulfil... gimme time can? gd)
-throww vulgarity awae
-dun get pissed easily, esp at squattiemates.
-get shruti IN de... de... whole aries thng.
-since banu sae my blog liek wan kill ppl or kill myself so MAYBE i'll chng lars
wokae...

befoore i sae athng else i wan apologize ah... those i get pissed at even tho yu guys did de right thng... yah... but dun worry im de kind tht get pissed den cool dwn den forget. hehehh.

just nw before de whole crying session deres tis crap session. maam edith go elaborateelaborate... n i found out i wus de only one wif more than 3 earholes...riite? *whooaaa, weird. wat is wif de sec2 maams. sngt guai. den abt si... maam edith support taufik! *yaaaaaaay!! taufikk!!!! I LOVE YOU TAUFIK!!!! (liek as if he can c ah. bleh. i hate kakdynna) den i oso found out not only me farted in maam winnie's face. sorrie maam winnie!! de canned food=gassy=switchsidewindow=press on abdomen= yu noe wat yu get. teehee. n baobao kip langgaring yati's woundd... ishishishh. hehhehhs.

i tink im jumping frm one topic to anoder. heck, hu cares?

jln raye wif cedarians finish oreadi or nt ahh?
my mom wan me go safiah's house n hazwani's house cos during start of de yr my mom go make frens wif deir moms... alerr. tak payah ah. ape ni aku... tanye jawap sendiri. hmpfft.

tis yr my family got go vacation! but to nower! i dunnoe yet lar. budden go for 5 daes liddat den my family riite... to tell de truth, we nia go for tht long before ah. so my mom suspect (syikin yu noe tis) tht my dad n his family all liek wan jampijampi de rumah den bcum liek deir rumah budden dey actuali wan her to ikot ckp my dad den she call him tis morning n ask den he veh de confuse (liek yu are nw) n den he sae he busy den hang uup. wae to go mooommm...

syikin, even tho my family veh bad rite nw, no, im not suicidal. i wnt KILL myself bcos of my family. no wae. dey can go to hell. dey die. i STAY. i OUTLIVE dem. WTF am i saying..?? *smackshead.

nw im bck to de whole np thng tis afternoon. i ate de chocolate in de bus while most of my squattiemates wan to follow wat de maams sae n tink while eating de chocolate. budden at hm i nia liek, sit dwn n recall n cry n tell my family members my feelings. cos im not close to dem. i shout at dem, yes. i dun haf any sisterss... i nvr even sae i love you to dem before. im weird. but if i do cry n tell dem i love dem... liek... not my style. heh. **pride will be hurt. im vain n egoistic. BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

hmm... are dere any aries haters out dere...?
if dere is anyy... den aries yu just ignore kae...
dun get discouraged or athng by wat dey sae...
and i bet nxt yr ah..
waaah,
go canteen oso aries sit tgeder one.
(:
ouh
n even if our dear ncos r disappointed...
dun cry n do nuthing.
get up, improve AND...
vote
for
taufik.
dun forget.
tmr.
vote taufik or d i e!

btw, after de camp n de sunningofropes... i tink de debrief chnged us...alort. de camp wus wae too rushh-yy n tiring den de maams ask us to tink oso cnt tink properly, halfasleep den nw after (for me) FOURTEEN hrs of sleep i tink bck (but i din cry ah) n appreciate evry little punishment n all. makes de camp complete see.

filz saed we chnged. mesarahsyikin n oders. n tht she can c us up dere as ncos. whooaaa. congrats. cos i stil c myself as tis pathetic insect hu farts at switchside window n has alot of badhair daes. if we're ncos... liek de sec3 maams n us... it'll be us n de '93 babies having heart to heart tok. hehh. stil a long wae aheadd.

to aries, im sorry.
to filz, im sorry.
to baobao, im sorry.
to evryone else, im sorry.
to de maams, im sorry.
to my family, im sorry.
to my ex, im sorry.
wait.
NO.
to my ex, yu can go off find anoder gf cos i hate yu.
nw tht sound better.
hohoho.
aries, sorry i get pissed even tho i wus de one hu din cum for trainings n wus slacking, wasting my tym... in holidae mood.
aries**muackss.

bro tinks i shud die.
he go haf tis small quiet whisperwhisperryy tok wif my mom abt me at hall dere TINK I CNT HEAR OR WAT?
bleh.
if i REALI DIE DEN YU NOE AH DE DIFFERENCE.
if ppl dun respect yu rite,
de thng is tht yu haf attitude problem.
n yu do bro.
nw go n find out wat it is cos i aint telling yoo.

i tink im fat.
shud haf sum food ration thngy going on in de house.
tht'll b great.
haryani, one plate of rice for a whole dae.
forced* diet.

evryone consti den tanisha diarrhoea.
MUAHAHHAHAHAARR.
tanisha yu shud haf been dere...
on second thot yu shudnt.

maam shirlyn is scared of lizardss...
after yu pass out maam, mebbe we can help yu overcome yr phobia...
liek syikin n her kak nsq.
n me n... me n... *argh i dunnoe.

jln raye tmr better be bck before si lehh...
btw its at TEN not ELEVEN.
*sid, yu dumbass.

banu, wen i tok, my mouth dun luk liek maam edith's mouth lah can. sheesh.
ourdearncos got mention bout de badges thingy riite, tht in cedar, liek veh fortunate cos we haf lots of badges den i rmb tht tym p4 we were in brownies (DO NOT LAUGH IF NOT I LITERALLY GO N SLAY YOO) den de bedokwest ppl de blouse got alot of stuf ironed on. so we enviousenvious** exactlyy wat de normie skus tink i guess.

aries.
jiayou.
rmb de tym crater saed tht wen DEY were sec1 DEIR maams sae dey wnt make it? nw dey oreadi made it lor. not only MADE it but are liek de best...everr... (waiting for delphinus to beat tht) crater yu rawk.

ytd got tis hdb guy rite.
he cum to infrnt my house dere den he go writewrite sth den go awae ah.
nw my mom veh scared cos we got dry clothes on de metal stuf outside illegally so can get fined. i wus liek, aiyaahhh fine only... den she saed roughly $1000. den i said go call up de guy to gif us second chance. heehee.

those hu din cum just nw, yu guys reali missed out... alort ah... cos yu guys wnt understan hw we felt till we cried all tht. yarr. its a loss. by sku reopen, we'll be aries**improved. hahas. jiayou! ciao.
ps: de maams are rite bout sqdmates closer than classmates.
ppl... **cnttouchtis
n maam edith's beingleftout story is reali saddddd.
i noe hw yu feel maam.
(kae, tht wus so spastic)
but in my class im quite left out ah...
liek,
im wif artysunmengsabbie but im nt reali tht close to dem.
ohwells.
one more yr.
two a ke mama!

draaww

2004-11-30T18:44:00.000+08:00

ppl... i drew our ncoss... yeah*
cos i wus bored n yahh...
but i din draw maam shirlyn cos...
i dunnoe..
i c u d n t.
dunnoe hw to draw her hair.
hehhehhss.
so im... gna draw lah.
ltr.
wen i figure out hw to draw herr.

i dunnoe wich houses de maams in ah. so i just hentam. ciao.
ps:blogging abt todae ltr**
oh yeaa... no offense arrh (to any maams tht visit tis blog) if yu tink tht (for maam edith) liek, de eyes liek camel liddat or (maam fadilah) de face liek doll selenge or sth.

jiayou!

2004-11-29T17:32:00.000+08:00

aries.
yu noe wat.
just a few mths ago.
de whole sqd kinda agreed tht crater can nvr replace hermes.
as in, we all dun tink tht crater can be as gd as hermes. rite?
truthfully.
but NOW *luksatmsnnicks
whoaaa...evryone write crater rawks ah.
hahas.
dun judge delphinus ah.
cos dey oso rawk.
n aries we nid improve alot.
drills campcraft initiative.
aries jiayou!
ciao.

i am officially back!

2004-11-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

crater rawks!!
CRATER RAWKS!!
C R A T E R RAWKS!!
crater can yu c it??
CRATER YU RAWK!!!
syikin!
why yu blog liek so dead one...
okae ah.
caammppp.
i am bck!
~~shady's~~ haryani's bck, bck again. haryani's bck, tell a fren.
a r i e s is bck as lance corporals. even shruti
cnt tok so much ah. cos im oso slacker den miss alot holidae training so yah. nid buck up nid buck up.
so we are bck.
YEAH!
we rawk.
woots*
okae... so camp, i wus stuck wif tis very unenthu grp.
i mean, reali.
grp 4 aka four, bowline, individuals4.
liek, i luked at grp5 n grp3 liek waaaah cheercheer so loud
den singyee lauren dee so dead lor!
sec1s n sec2s tht cheer were mejojo n de sec2s ah.
den enthu lvl veh low ah.
liek, veh unhappyy wif my grp actuali. :/ sorrie peeps.
camp FUN ah!!
over dere feel veh shitty liek, im damn tired, wen camp gna end? budden wen yu reach hm liek...aiyahh HOME OREADI?? so fast??! i wan camp! i wan sleep on de as2 floor bside maam dina n maam tricia wif my life! liddat ah. muahahahar. *crap
actuali riite... i liek cnt rmb most of de stuf ah... my arms aching n itchyy nw...
n i haf two cuts i din notice at camp, one at knuckles...bcos of knuckle pumping..duuh... n anoder one veh small at de inside of elbow dere de joint, yeaah, bcos of rope ob ah.
hehh.
n im scared of maam liwen!! reali!! *slapshead *crap again
but she veh gd ah. for head of training yu do haf to act liek tht rite? rite!
hehhehh *AGAIN CRAP!!
n i slept for 14 hrs straight frm after de camp ah. liek i slept 8 den woke up at 10.
*heeeheee
n ltr my bros frens cuming... satu bus lagiii... ex victorians ah.
okae so nw im luking at de evaluation form to rmb de activities ah.
kae...

orienteering

i wus in grp...3?
so i owaes walk wif sam.
teeeheee.
btw i wus stuck in de most unenthu grp oso...
liek yeaa.
den i not reali sure of taking de bearing all ah.
budden de maams veh niice ah for tis activity.
cos dey nia scoldscold... meant to b fun i guess.
so yeaa.
nuthing much.
quite boring.
n my hair wus... *dunwnatokboutit.
it wus raining n wen yu wear de poncho veh hot so yu sweat so yr hair bcums..?
WET N FLAT.
YEAH.
PFFFT!*

cooking lunch//dinner

hmm...at ferst liek dunnoe wat to do lahh budden 2nd dae liek of cos noe oreadi ah.
maggiemee (..?) alwaes kembang lah deyy.
but its de best thng ah
OH
wait* its not.
longan is.
evryone wan longan den sardine kane throw one corner lah deyy
den we mixmix chickencurry wif de mee.
MUAHAHAHAHAR.
but nice.
btw chickencurry IN A CAN ahh (note to all non campers ah)
cos yu guys readread den tink we get chicken curry order in one NO kae!
hmm...wat else ahh..?
den washing part kinda chaoticc*

bathing

i bathed wif joanna so c evrythng ah.
de ferst nite we bathe ah.
den second nite we nia bathe ah.
cos nid prepare for item den just wet hair.

sleeping

ferst nite sleep, liek, halfsleephalfaswak ah. cos not so tired n all den veh scared lost life budden second nite worn out so sleep veh fast.

wats de thng we wake up at nite n do? i told yu i short term memory loss.
kae... de ferst nite we grp 4 last one to do ah. den maam jacqueline wus de one hu jaga de place ah. den she veh niice ah *thumbsuup. de second nite i wus wif de o d e r part of grp 4 (tht im not so close wif) den we second to go... den maam shirlyn... n ... (hu?) were de maams den maam shirlyn rawks!! maam shirlyn seemed to rawk thruout de whole camp. de oder maams liek i nia meet so many tyms... so... yar. crater oso rawks. i mean dey planned n we went n we enjoyed!!

rock climbing

i cudnt climb. at all. heh.
syaz syikin sharron congrats
dunnoe hw yu guys did it ah.
maam tricia maam dina oso...
nvm.
cedar rock wall de rocks veh limited, har.
if yu cnt climb NVM.
hah.

initiative games

fun ah.
i forgot de gamess...
*urgh nvm
dey were fun.

campcraft

de ferst campcraft session stinkk.
cos i din noe athng bout tent pitching...
so yeaa.
*smackshead
but de second one okae ah.
just tht my finger stil hurt frm pulling de rope.
but it wus...okae... my grp more enthu n fast. n confident.
so we did it.
(:

night walk

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
i luurrvveee night walk!!!
i wus tinking night walk mus be liek walkwalk alone liddat ah but no.
for those hu dunnoe we got blindfolded n de leader onlyy no nid blindfold den de maams owaes liek scarescare us ah. sae our name liek softlyy as in a ghost calling us den tug at our tee n blow at de neck den... wat else... ermmm... got one tym waat... pop balloon or sth. i cudnt hear athng. veh blur tht tym. hehehh. maam edith veh fun ah. de hut station dere she go tell ghost stories. i waaass KINDA scared. KINDA only kae!! maam tricia wus covering her ears... de... wat... de... guy hu liek de dead chiobu den if die ...if die... liek... sudden death de chinese believe de ghost haf red eyes story. i wus scared of de gurl jump off suicide den if yu hide under de bed de ghost cnt bend n wnt find yu story. hahahahs. veh jap liek. i cud imagine de ghost wif long hair liek sadako staring wen de main actor under de bed. okae. i tok too muchh. moving on...

fire drill

de worst part of de whole camp ah.
liek....yeahh... no initiative den... yahh... i dun wan sae ah. nooo goood for chichi. kahkahs.
*c r a p

pt

veh slow ah we in chnging position.
budden dey sae turn right. den if turn right as in -> tht wae den wrng wae.
dey shud haf said right shoulder dwn frm de start ah.
hmpffttt*
den yanyi tht tym do wrngly de...cool dwn. heheh. but its okae yanyi.

pioneering

evryone do hanger ah
wait
tis is de pioneering ferst one rite not de one in grand finale...?
okae.
so nid advertise.
i forgot all de grps ads ah.
just rmb my grp one.
we shud haf done de cheer i tink.
budden tym oso not enuf so...yarr...
dee yu veh dead eh.
n our grp sound veh unprepared.
but so does de oder grps.
so *har shut up.

drills

i lost my belt loop den nid chng to quarter u n all.
so in de end drills wus only for a veh short tym... :(
sorriee!!
den our sqd improved ah.
budden aries we seriously nid fall in faster.
rmb yr positions kae!
i believe we can do it!
maam shiyun... i realized she veh de sweet ah.
yaaaaaay!!

field cooking competition

our food were edible!
heard sum grp served uncooked tofu den de maams puke or sth...
*woops.
but i tink i saw de maam(i forgot wich maam oso...) gave our grp 7! yeahh
de best grp we stil dunnoe... for de whole camp i mean. not just cooking.
yanyi sae grp2. grp2 it is....

rope obstacles

evryone did all de obstacles ah.
i cudnt reali do de vertical climb.
n de... wats tht station aft vertical climb... de rope slack so we cudnt do.
de monkey climb i cudnt do de switch cos my leg liek wen wan do de... aiyaaah... how to xplain... nvm. just tht i spent too much tym till my hand tired den i fell. de end.
OH. at de station#1... double... double commando..? I TORE MY SLACKS!!
AIYAHHHH sngt embarassing.
haaaiz*
n switchsidewindow.
i tink i farted.
muahahahhaar!
cos of de meals den press at abdomen den ofcos fart lor!!
not my fault riite!!
den maam winnie made us advertise for switchsidewindow.
hehehhehh.

campfire

our grp item sucks.
its de worst.
evryone noes tht.
cos liek de song not familiar so yeaa.
wen i bathe at hm den i thot bout it..
i tink we shud haf done an mtvasiaawards thingy
den liek fav rock act or sth
den we can sing n do a skit.
den sing jethoobastanktherasmus n all.
songs tht we all noe ah.
5 ppl can sing den 2 ppl be presenter den 1 person b narrator
wud haf been gr8.
but den again.
watsdoneisdone.
n hermes wus bck.
waaahhh...de decentdecent maams we noe oso dye hair. cool rite? hahas.
n many ppl said maam jo luked more...girrly (no offense). mebbe de blink182 tee? or her hairstyle?
den frenship dance.
yati i am NOT jealous.
i dun liek -herrr- anymore.
PFFFT!!
spectrum (oso) wus bck but it doesnt reali matter cos i dunnoe dem dey dunnoe me but maam tricia wus reali excited bout it. i tink. she wus liek yaaay spectrum!
den de cheers...
i wus enthu but my side liek... aalaaaahh de oder side better ah. bleh.
but its not anyones fault.
we just nid be more enthu nxt yr!!
i <3>
wae to go!

grand finale

grand finale wus wen my grp bcame enthu ah
yaaaaay!!
liek finali.
but 3rd dae oreadi.
camp shud be longer!!
am i rite or wrng?
yure rite!
tell me if im wrng!
yure right!
come on 12
lets go 34
1234
12 fouurr!
wus de chheeer rite..?
rite rite?
den we completed... most stations... not all... but stil niamind. we DID it!
de teamwork...wus SHOWING!!
n at de evacuation thngy we made a record!
3 minutes!
fastest grp!
WEEEEEEE~

big sweep

my grp nid clean canteen n outside (wer we cook)
so me n dee went take logistics n den go canteen one den we sweepsweepsweep den we carried sum benches in den we nid empty de garbage... *jengjengjenggg...
kae...
so one bag wus leaking n all de idunnoewat liquid went out n it smelt liek vomit. so cannot tahan ah actuali. maam edith wus making de puking sound den de maams go take de mop we went bck to join de oders n i dunnoe wat happened cos de last tym i saw wus tht de mop's head dropped. poor maam emmalyne... i dunnoe wat happened ah budden dey joined bck quite fast. den liek i oso liek blurblur wat to do. nid chng to full u den dunnoe wer our bags... haiizzz**

wahh... tis is de longest entry. ever.

okae.

nw de extrass.

i took hm 2 sleeping bags cos... i dunnoe... dey rest went off w/o taking..?
my dad fetched me (de only person on m'bike cos it wus raining) so i wus wet but my hair luked g o o d. hahahas. i had a bath... before de a c t u a l in-de-bathrm bath. got reali wet ah on de m'bike n den my plastic bag de water liek one quarter of de bag kae. alott. rain gauge! kahkahs.

de big sweep game...wat... lab explosion. we were luffing ah. quite lame.

sid+kak noddy bought bdae present for ~~tautau~~ taufik. yeaaa. wat pullover shirt thingy. n card. im nt buying ah... i dun tink so. waste money only. n den not sure can gif him or not.

i HATE EGGS. i swore wen eating breakfast to nvr eat eggs again. eggs wen put in between bread ah. yar. no wae. disgusting. sing yee wus crying n cudnt finishh liddat. maam hilda oso.

i tink camp made our reporting skills improve ah. im stil veh... saad... reporting as individuals...liek... not good... *na-ah. n maam hilda... i dun tink she report alot of tyms rite? maam dina oso. i noe sec1s suppose report but singyee... liek... nvm. singyee liek to pushpush ppl to de frnt. yu cum ferst yu go frnt ah! wats wrng wif reporting..?

de campfire night de food... de chinese food veh delicious...(NOT) evryone liek cnt finish. n its de same food frm de sec3 camp we went for de campfire tht one. yea. de muslims, wich INCLUDES me (yea im chinese but im muslim) (btw i hear sumone playing jet's look what you've done n its sum unit frm blk 655 wich is de blk nxt to mine n in de middle of de blocks dere's a small road so tht means tht de person reali liek de volume BLASTING one ah. *ishishishhh... liek my bro. owaes show off he can listen to de discman full volume. liek, wtf. hu cares??) de muslims food wus nasibriyani ah. but not so nice but we cud finish it. atleast all de parts except de orange+yellow part.

den netballers oso got camp den dey saw us get pumped den charis went ask maam dina wat de punishment den she wus pity yu liddat ah. deir camp so...leisure lor. weisahn got tok to me den ask how many more daes... haiz... kesianlarwenp ah?

my earholes closed... but its worth it. yaaay! hu cares bout earholes at camp? not me!

dun get discouraged by wtv de maams sae on de ferst dae wen we got our ferst punishment. *luksatfilz'stagboard. seee...even maam yiyou said tht evryone makes mistakes. alltheway!

i haf dandruff. BLEH!!

delphinus okae ah. we aries owaes tink de worse... delphinus liek nia leave us out or athng.
so delphinus rawk oso!

n... i ...errr din reali CRIED liek de oder ppl ah. i cnt cry. just rmb n smiled cos camp rawked

yeaa... i tink thts all... n... i nid learn hw to tie fishermans knot... n... ciao.
p/s: ppl yu guys nid be more enthu. camp or not camp. yu noe hu yu are. cheer softsoft liek takot salah liddat. no kae!! dun be liddat. cos we all screamscream den got sumtyms wen yu guys nia continue veh pathetic. kae. ciao. (tis entry is so long tht my com lag)

exdamaianss!! de GANG listen uup. jln raye tmrtmr(wed) 10 am at sid's house. those hu can make it inform sid n those hu live near 629 dere den meet up at 9:45 at opp.629 bustop. okae? tag at my board if yu can meet up before going.

pisseddd*

2004-11-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

OMGAWD.
i can finali blog.
*cheers
just wna sae tht de previous post...
is totali lame but true.
i s w e a r tis tym i din make it all up lah can.
n if yall r liek its only 8 yu can get dressed n cum...
guessinidtoconfesstht...
greeting maams n having all eyes on me...
phobia**
yeshh.
so pls understand...
HAH.
bullshit.
i sound so spastic.
alerr.
yu guys so kemarok abt camp yall wnt even care to read my blog riite?
so lemme crap herre ah for de last tym...
i am cuming to camp...
yeaa...
n ppl r calling me shrutitobe just bcos im in tis whole...holidae mood thingy.
aries is liek, reali gd lah.
n i am a slacker.
but not shruti
pls.
tht's hina org liao.
i nvr missed a single parade befoore.
wait.
ONCE.
i tink.
yeaa.
cos i had fever+flu.
but heyy.
yu ppl owaes tink of de badstuf.
shruti almost missed EVRYTHNG THRUOUT DE YR.
n yu guys stil wna compare me to her?
WHATEVER LAH kae.
#1#2#3.
tink yu guys so big isit?
wan get pissed lah.. wat lahh... liek WTF kae.
i pon np MY BUSINESS LAH. im not getting de SQUAD in trouble.
#1.
liek as if yu nia pon np befoore.
liek, HEYY, sepertiketammenyuruhanaknyaberjalanbetul?
n #2, owaes getting pissed,
WHAT IS WIF YU?
yu get pissed at me not tucking in my blouse thts OKAE.
yu get pissed cos i USED to pon np wif sum...dumbass reason, thts OKAE.
but nw its true kae.
n yu wan get pissed liek AS IF YURE FUCKING PERFECT.
WELL GUESS WHAT. YURE NOT YU MOTHERFUCKER.
SO DUMB BCUM SUM BITCH'S SIDEKICK FOR WHAT?
n yeaa i do realize tht i mayy lose sum frens wif tis post.
but i gta be honest wif my blog.
n #3 liek YEAA yu haf got commonsense, volunteering n all n yu are better than me in np, liek drills n all but no nid tink yu veh big rite?
LIEK YEEEAAA IM BETTER THAN HARYANI
SHES SUCH A...*forgetit.
n i volunteerrrr
maklumlahariesadebudakbudakbodohhmcm*me*ygactactajetapitakvolunteer or wtv shit.
akusorangajeademulotnakbersuare*
assholes unite.
i noe yu guys dun wan me bcum liek shruti n all but not until yu guys get SOOO pissed just for MYY own gd. cos it aint doing anything... good...tht is. or yu guys wan save batanglehersendiri* i wnt get de sqd in trouble lar, pls. or if yu guys wan make me feel OH SO BAAAAD for missing ap, its no use lah kae? i dun get all sad n imsorryy!! i get
MINDYOUROWNBUSINESSASSHOLE.
ciao.
nid start tmr wif a cheerful morning.
BULLSHIT.
ps//my bros fren is tautau's cuz so im sumwatt related to him lahh. cool riite!! (:
AND...i tink im suffering frm moodswings. i wus so pissed just a second ago... oh wells.

shrutitobe?NOT

2004-11-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

okae. im liek h e r r e wen aries is at ap.
n y'all mus tink tht yeaaa, haryani's liek de nxt shruti happillyy sleeping, making uup reasons to skip ap but no.
i m a y* be de biggO slackO but HEYY i seriously wus luking forward to ap AND camp wich i WILL go tmr.
i am also stuck wif a extremelyy big blue adidas bag cos my converse bag cnt fit evrythng.
AND i slept at twoo last nite wich probablyy explains why i cudnt hear my alarm clock tis morning wen it...rang...softly* cos de battery is dying n i kip forgetting to chng it n my dad went to work tinking tht deres no np todae n so he din wake me uup n wen de chinesegurls called my mom woke uup n wus liek OHSHITIDINWAKEMYDAUGHTERUP n so she SHOUTED at me n den i woke up n luked at de clock and HOHOHO IT WUS EIGHT. so i wus liek WTF ALARMCLOCK WTF DAD WTF MOM. YEAA. I SWEAR KAE.
im awae frm my LIFEWHISTLETWINEBLINDFOLD. MY LIIIFEE. I MISS YOOO!!! CUM BCK PLSSSS!!!!!
ohGREAT. n nw baobaofilz gna act all ALAAAAHH BULLSHIT. W.T.F. KAE PPL. I CARE BOUT NP. BOUT ARIES. BOUT AP. AND CAMP. NOW I DUN EVEN NOE WAT GROUP IM IN. LIEK WTF. AND NO I DIN SKIP NP BCOS OF SI.
hmmm...since i mentioned si...
sid told me tht at j8 dey got to HUUGG taufik.
YEAA.
HUGGGGEDDD taufik.
n tht on 1dec riite, got sum person sae tht ltr after ppl wif tix go in den if got space den dey let de ticketless hungryy poor ppl go in liek sid. riiiite. so sid, finallyy said sth smart. its liek waaaae too riskyy to go dere n all. so we're going on 5dec to expo. (: got taufikolisly even tho de whole thng over ah. heh.
thts all ah...
i wan myy stuf!
i wan to noe wat grp im in!!!!
AND wat tym mus go tmr cos i forgot.
ANDANDAND wer to put de totaldefencebadge!!!
ciao_

callingallaries

2004-11-24T15:24:00.000+08:00

ARIES!!
take a luk at tis!
maam yiyou sooo can draw lor!!
shooo cuute!!!
crater

taufikk!!

2004-11-21T10:58:00.000+08:00

tis post ish going to be 100% taufik.
so taufik-haters, l e a v e
ferst thng, my msn nick: vegetables vote for taufik.
so herre i am explaining lahh.
taufik gets alort of votes riite...budden at de actual thang liek not many taufik fans are dere ah. why? cos dey cnt walk. dey're vegetables. n since vegetables liek...crippled for life n all allah balance it out by giving dem gd hearing ah. *smiles. see. akubatooo.
ohohoh, n if yure wondering how cum vegetables can vote, dey use deir eyes to indicate weder dey voting for sly or taufik den deir family members wud smsorcall for dem. teehee~ or matilda. can move thngs. i dunnoe. arina* sae one.
okae...
so ytd me n sid went to both tampines n bedok si thingyss lar.
tampines one veh pathetic. juz frm afar liddat. liek...wtf?
so after de tampines one we went bedok n were on de left side thinking WHHYYY are dey queueing dere liek fools wen we came herre late n den went to de frnt. AND.DEN.DE.PERSON.MENTIONED.THT.THTS.DE.QUEUE.FOR.AUTOGRAPH.N.THT
DE.IDOLS.ONLY.GNA.STAY.FOR.30.MINS.
we were liek, WHAT.THE.FUCKK. kae.
OH.N.THT.DE.PPL.HAF.BEEN.WAITING.DERE.SINCE.FOOOURR.
BTW.DE.THNG.IS.AT.7:30.BUT.DE.IDOLS.OFCOSLAH.NOT.PUNCTUAL.SO.DEY
ARRIVE.NEARLY.EIGHT.LIDDAT.
urghhh**
wen sidnme r late den dey punctual liek at tampines den wen we cum early den nid wait.
so at de tampines one it wus de launch of de passion card or sumthng...
AND evryone wus wavingwaving n he luked at me!! once lah. after he got de passion card.
i dunnoe... but i wus jumping liek hell shouting for him lah. he juz s a w liddat. yeaa.
bedok raawkss*
reali.
seriously.
realirealiseriouslyreali.
seriouslyrealiseriouslyrealireali.
heh.
okae.
bedok we went straight infrnt [no, not de queue for autographs cos de person said it reached de hawker centre n we hated ourselves for not noeing tht dere's a queue n tht it started at 4 n at tampines its useless so we stayed wer we r. liek, H E Y, if we queue oso so lambat oreadi den de idols staying for only 30 minutes den infrnt got gd view, atleast we get gd pix riite.
so we stayed at de frnt n taufik wus rreali close lahhh.
reali goddamn close.
btw, TAUFIK WEARS MY SHOESSSS!!!!
de nike one black n white.
I'LL SHOW YOOOO!!
REALI KAE!!!
EVRYTYMMMM!!!!!!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
ivegotgdtasteivegotgdtaste*
bck to tht.
sid n me were screaming for him n so *since he aint deaf he LUKED at us n smiled.
AND DE JINXED ONE HU WUS HOLDING DE CAM DIN TAKE A PIC. LIEK WTF SID. WTF.
but nvm. sid saes his eyes twinkledd* n i agree lah but abt de starhub n HIS eyes...urmm... NO sid. his eyes yellow+red lah de white part. insomniac. wait. thts ME. forget it.
so he luked at us n im suure he'll recognise us if we wear de same clothes. muahahar. but we WNT lahh. jgn takot.
so blahblahblah dey gif out de tee n de caps but -agaaain- we din get it n den dey started de autograph session so we ran all de wae to queue ah budden de ppl hu gets uup take pix n all so FUCKING SLOW okae. SELFISH BITCH LAH THT GURL IN PINK!!!! we lukluk sumwer else den luk bck she stil dere.
SHE WUS DERE FOR I DUNNOE...A FUCKING LONG TYM!!!
so ofCOURSEE we din get de autograph n wen 30 mins over den de idols sae 5 more...den 5 more...but STIL dun get. so wen he went awayy we walked to de staiirs ah. n waited. for him to RUUUNNN to us. muahahahar. but worth it kae. get to TOUCH** him.
hahahhaas. actuali if can get on stage can HUGG** him but nvm.
todae at j8 got dem againn.
autographh...? i dunnoe. i tink so aah. but i cnt gooo. why? cos of jln raye.
blehh.
sid oso cnt goo.
OUH. so ~~i got to touch him~~my hand wus 5cm awae...*illegally?
we are SOOO suure he recognise us if we wear de same clothes!!!!
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
errr... OH. we ran *wif de crowd to de bus. hehehehs.
taufik n sly wavewavewave n tht left us toking for de whole busride.
so we were argue...arguing...argueing...DAMN how to spell?
so we arguedd abt de whole starhub eyes thing den dere wus tis budakkecik hu said byebye n liek yeaa, reali cuute!! *muackss. flying...kiss? yea. he gave us tht too n sid did it bck to him. den he started saying tis whole merepek thing. waaat...beepbopbeepbopberakberakminahminah? HAHAS.
but NOOO taufik fans ARE NOT MINAHS. gotohellahmad*
so tht wus it.
n we're depressed we stil dun haf taufik's autograph AND we cnt go todae.
ciao.
p/s: ** means exaggerated. xp

loadssofstuffkaee

2004-11-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

OMGAAAWD.
i haf sooo muuch to blog abt.
okae...lets start wif... thursdae. jln raye.
so we met at tampines mrt station ahh...
den dere wus tis primaryy sku kid hu asked me weder im chinese.
liek...wtf...sngt beranii.
yati replied.
thx yatiiii.
hmm...
den suddenlyy we saw tis makcik in yellow...
banu.
yes.
banu.
muahahahar.
n we were toking bout hu budakkecik, makcik, teens.
me n syaz ______ our age (:
filz yati banu has ______ de elderlyy. pity dem kaess...
syik dee sarah ______ kiddsss. toddlers.
so yeaa...
den we went to all our houses + twoo non-np.
n if i wan check de duit or not myy business lar.
liek as if i'll check rite in frnt of de ppl in de house.
blehs.
ohh...den...my house...dey sae my mom rawkss.
i noe i noe.
"envelope semue sama syikin punye aje lain. syikinkan bakal menantu"
-mom
hahas. lurve yoo mom. lurve yu syikin my dear sis in law.
hmmm...
yatiii...
jalan baikbaik ye...
hear yr mom toking bout yr past baju-koyakking experiences...*shivers
muahahhaas.
n syikinn... go hug yr nenek n she'll gif yu more apple stuf.
watched ~~taufik~~ si i mean, in de bus and sarah's house.
we ran liek hell lor.
but its worth it.
my blister burst.
n i liek it.
evryone wus praising taufik liek as if he can hear liddat ah.
i wus sayingg it wif gurmit.
19001121902.
i voted alort kaess!!
thts y hes i n.
*smilesss
at has's house we salam ~~kak~~maam sulaiha.
not WE salam HER lahh... she came to us actuali.
cos deir dad...liek... wan us to salam den evryone dun wan get uup.
den went hm...
TOTAL DUIT COLLECTION: min. 42bucks.
i repeat.
FORTYY TWOOOO.
*woots.
ouhh.
n sid's dad(or mom?)+ sarah's mom said i luk liek oli.
err...?
nvm.
todaaaaee...
spent de morning soaking firewood.
shared de bucket wif maamfiona n xingfang.
kinda cuute ah.
OH.
n i told grp#1 tht i support taufik lar.
hehehss*
OHOHOH.
de cheers r soooo nicce!!
...the moon not the sun but the moon... in june not in may but in june.
I LURVEE DE CHEERSSS.
n maam gauri reali cuute!!
de g a m e s!!
i lurveee de gamesss!!
it wus earthquake den syikin held maam gauri's hand lah den she thot she wus supposed to be squirrel den she wus liek wanting to go dwn n syikin wus TOTALLYY blurr-
and me?
i wus luffing liek wat lor! till i cudnt hear de person saying de thng.
n got one tym i wus all over maam gauri n cudnt get up cos i wus luffing too much oreadi den she wus giving me de can-yu-get-off-me-so-i-can-run luk.
haaaiz.
but stil fuun.
:p
fact: syikin bought apple lip ice.
n lieks de cheer wif APPLE PIE in it.
"we had fillet and apple pie"
annd... i went hm den a little while i had to go out oreadi.
sisisisisisisisisisisi!!
kak izza+sid i lurveee yoooo guys!!!
nw my throat hurts.
we were screaming taufik den he nia luk.
patheticc*
ouhh..my relatives all go hm oreadi wen i reached hm.
baguus
oli... *sobsob
whyyy??
yure freeking gd K A E !!
whywhywhy??
arghh forget i t
taufik's in.
thts all i care bout.
i.got.to.take.a.pic.wif.leandra!!!
muahahahar!!
i LIEK HER!!
shes soo niice!!
i wus liek, leandra!! can i take a pic wif yooo??
den she said sure den smilesmile.
AAAAHHH!!!
cuuute!!!
sid, sorry for de spastic pic.
budden yu luk more spastic than leandra wif eyes closed ah.
so...
yeaa.
if leandra smile de nicenice one oso yu'll spoil de whole thing.
*angelic face
got close uup wif oli.
soo sadd..
but she wus smiling 24/7.
hehs.
and kak noddy's cuute ah.
teehee*
btw i saw...
fairuztashberrafieraihana and two sectwoo bballers.
...
hmm...
thts all.
sid'll get de pix uploaded.
soon.
ciao.

babiesss

2004-11-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

omgaawd.
i stil hvnt got overr it kae.
so i went out todae...
go all my moms side ah.
met my deaarr new born octoberian cuz
fira azura?
sth liddat ah.
sngt cuuute kae!!
n den went my moms cuz house den got c my duapupu's son.
again sngt cuute!!
ABT tht thing *luks above,
i saww...tis guyy.
at yishun.
okaes...
saw sum yellow tee grp ah.
den i wus liek, eyy, victorians!
den i go tell my bro ah.
his juniorss.
AND DEN I FREAKING SAW THT GUY.
yeaa i did.
-tht- guyy ah.
den i wus liek, fuck.
wat de hell is he doing herre in yishun??
den my mom ask knaper...
den i sae kawan mad.
den she sae, dier kenal kauu...tu die toleh.
BLEHSS.
*dies
den my mom sae prettyy gdluking.
haaaaiz.
so not wif him oreadi.
oh to sid
yr akmal not as cuute as myy azura kae...
isa.
dun gif my no. to unknown ppl lah kae.
go jaga yr phone.
nw khairul bugging me.
n wen jln raye..?
im getting tis thurs n nxt thurs all mixed uup liao.
ciao.
[heyy, tht rhymess!! i noe lahh...*lame]

hariraye

2004-11-13T14:22:00.000+08:00

hmm...weeird.
my parents okae oreadi.
cos my bro n me try to b twoo gdd angelic kids see.
if sku start den i cum bck late liek 6 evrydae liddat den my mom will start nagging abt evrythng n i do mean EVRYTHNG wich involves my DAD n his FAMILY n his PAST n tht's wen evrythng not okae oreadi.
going out is de onlyy wae i destress, oder than blogging n all aah.
budden she expect me to be liek prisku liddat, sku release at 1:35 mus b bck by 2:15.
liek, wtf?
i din go to ps for de si thang btw.
sho sorriee siddie.
yu malas anywaess.
btw,
chnged my email addie.
take note kaess.
neutralize@hotmail.com.
(:
muackss.
luv y'all.
chamatsshariraye.
inform me bout de jalan rayee.

si

2004-11-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

i am freekin pissed rite nw.
seriouslyy majorlyy p i s s e d.
ferstlyy we went si w/o tix AND suure we met sum oli's family member buutt shes racist.
yu can SEE it in her face.
racist.
plus we were asking for de olinda tee but din get cos she said it wus reserved wtv shit.
AAAND den she GAVE it to twoo chinese gurls.
GAVE as in de gurls din ask for it.
BLEH.
and so we din go in.
daph's out. *cheers.
she kinda niice ahh in real life but stil.
thosewhocantsingcantsinglahdeyy.
okae, so after de whole thang i went take pix of daph after i got her autograph n it wus sid's turn to liek run after her.
aand den a longlong tym after tt sly went out n de queue...*faints
but sid has got a pic of slyy luking straight at de cam. (:
worth it? yeaa.
got his autograph wich saes 'rock on with sly'
cuuute rite?
he wrote note for evryone.
sho sweeeet.
but de MAIN reason y sid n me r pissed is TAUFIK.
he din cum out.
AT ALL.
liek, wtf?
we came DERE FOR TAUFIK.
n he din even cum out.
paissehhness i noe.
sid liek dun liek him nemore.
n i juz msged him on frenster.
liek WTF SIAAAA.
eeeeeerghhh.
so nw arina+kakdynna luffing at us.
heyyy.
we got two autographs.
for me, three.
wif oli's at de cathaycineleisure one.
but TAUFIKK.
tauuufiikkkk.
TAUFIKKKK!!!
chris gone case ahh.
ouhhss, we saw leandra but she wus in a rushh.
so we din approach ah.
*smackshead
ohh.
and i pon np all for tis.
pathetic.
nxt wk we'll c.
weder i wna go or not.
btw, i juz found out all np ppl gna miss si finals.
liek WHATTHEFUCK.
sid, kip me informed kaes.
surelyy cnt reply one lah.
but stil.
plss sms me bout it.
damnn.
i hate camp.
no.
i hate de tym camp is held.
juz nw i saw berr n jenn n oders, clara, valerie n all.
dey luk supperrr bimboticc i tell yu. especially h e r.
eeeee.
de white top wich made her luk halfnaked, go to hell lor.
ohohoh, saw maam sophia, novabelle, tt gang oso.
n den deres anoder... but i dunnoe her name.
hehss*
ciao.

whoopee

2004-11-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

belaian jiwa.
gooshh tt wus sho niice.
but i prefer him singing english.
yeahh.
n i shud haf fucking gone kae.
*regretregret
sidd... yrFAULTlor!!!
nvm.
we shall see.
i wan pon tmr.
b u t got lecture.
a n d liek, ltr nxt wk cnt pon.
syikin n dee wanted to pon...
n me too cos It seem to b suckingg out life frm me.
seriouslyy, lethargiicc seyy.
andandand de hariraye mood gotten to me oreadi.
blehhs.
but im stil luking forward to camp ahh.
its gna b freekingg fun wen yu cnt bathe.
whoopee!

allabtevrythng.

2004-11-11T05:31:00.000+08:00

see.
i told yu i'll be bck.
hmmm...so wer were we?
im blogging after my familyy sahor lah.
cos i cnt.
hutang puase__6 daes in total if i count till end of ramadhan ah.
unless sum miracle happen n den it stop veh de early.
wich wudnt happen...na ah.
so lets start frm s a t u r d a e shall we?
waait.
no, fridae.
fridae got np meetingg...
ended reali early so quite de shocked.
bought np tee for donationn... niice design.
cnt denyy tt.
den yatifatehafilzsyikinbaobao came to my housee
do poster lar.
we tinktinktink den came uup wif de whole directing thingyy.
`directyrownlife.
hehehh.
so after finish oreadi left coloring den i veh sleeepy...
so i slept on de sofa.
wen i slept s o u n d l y on de sofa...
-my dad came hm
-my mom cooked
-yatifilzsyikin painted de whole thangg
-...*shruggss.

so at nite, i slept a g aaa in n missed si resultss
den i woke uup n sid sae leandra got out
i.knew.it.kae.
in de morning we oreadi sae leandra'll go out.
shooosadd.
cos SUM ppl dunnoe hw to sing oso got ppl vote for dem alortalort.
de d_gurll.
newae, i went anohh glitter on de poster denn... sleep...

saturdaee

went watch dollmaster wif filzsid den went de si thingyy at cathayycineleisureee!!
i.got.olis.autographh!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
we[sidme] were screaamingg for taufik liek WAAAT lor
but.he.juz.walked.past.us.
liek practicallyy IGNORED us n RAN to de oder side.
liek HEYYYY de oder side kan sly fans.
-smackstaufiksheadifican-
haaaaiz...
sum ppl aah, juz sho dumbb.
den met uup wif arina darrling n went bukerr.
filz wanted bukerr liek, properly lah,
so we went fareast budden evrythngg packed
soooo...
we ate bk.
tskktskk.
waaaatluckk.

so reachedd hm at abt 9+...
evryone else terawihhing.

sundae...nuthngg...unusual...happened
juz tt my parents are fighting 24/7.
deyy sae dey wan divorce budden dey pityy us.
WHATEVER KAESS.
B L E H.
i'll haf twoo of evrythng anywae.
twoobedroom
twoowardrobe
twoo...home
twoo..alerr,idunnoewatlahh.
sngt wreckedd oreadi.
juz dun destroyy tis yr's hariraye.

n syikazoidd.
dun be liddat kae.
yr poemss freak me out.
suicidall...
yu said yu were... two daes ago.
yeepp.
so dun kae.
all problemss can b solved.
liek mine.

on mondae...
training okae ahh.
booooringgg, yeshh.
haf to command...
did shoo manyy mistakes lah cann.
den knockkout as soon as i reach hm.
cos veh de panas.
hehh.

tuesdae...
de whole thangg wif radmic cancelled.
yu.shud.haf.seen.hw.happie.i.wus.
i went cut my hairr[liek i saidd]
n NOW my frens tink i luk liek pregnantwoman frm de bck.
pffft.
it wus different person hu cutt lor.
nw ynoe y de diff. riite.

wednesdae.
crater.is.sho.swiiit!!!
i lurrvee* crater!!
maam yiyou!!
crater rawkss!
maamfadilah!!
maam...odermaams!!
campcamp herre we cumm!!
teehee.
shoo cuuuute!!
de climbing of de wall thangg.
went twice.
ferst wif... hu?
i dunnoe ah.
den secondd wif yatii.
weeeeeeeeee~
sngt higghh ytd.
n cleared 30 punishhment.
onlyy??
yeaaa.
baguuus lerr.
cos den i saww got stain on my skirtt
den if i t o l d de maams riite, i'll miss de punishment thingg.
wich juz isnt right.
oneforallallforone.
so i stayedd n did it den i ran liek hell.
i din haf s.p. anywae.
baobao donated.
tankiewsss baobao.

tts all...
OH.
im going si to~~daee~~nite!!
i tink so ahh.
not tt i haf tix.
we shall go in illegallyy.
muahahhaharr
sid.
better can go in ahh.
if not i hangg yu KAE.
ciaoo.

hairstylee-

2004-11-10T06:05:00.000+08:00

yoo...
i am blogging before np training.
i mean, ferst tym...teehee
okae...
gna blog more LTR but for nw,
juz wna sae i cut my hair
and ytd i wus all complaining bout it
but NOW
i fucking lurve it.
seriously.
LOVEIT.
juz tt it aint appropriate for hariraye
wich is in LESS THAN A WEEK.
i cnt possibly grow tht much hairr.
so tudong herre i cum...
if not my mom s l a y me kae!!
she sae memalukan parents.
sheeesh.
dey SO dunnoe style.
wats dere malu-ing abt??
haaaaiz...
ciao.
dee...
dun.forget.call.me.
liek as if yu'll read tis shit.
ohSHIT.
i hvnt read field manual.
ciaociaociao!!!

before

after

change

2004-11-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

we...

chnged.

gna blog bout it... ltr.

class bbq

2004-11-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

class bbq
i went abt 4+ liddat.
actuali din wan cum.
budden arty kip calling den i got ready den go buy drinks den goo...
by taxi.
den de guard tell us to go bbq pit n swimming pool.
den my mom sae she saw d o r a. muahhaahar.

dora:in black
and den we went sit ard.
dere wus tis 6yrold...laura, hu called singyee beautiful gurl?
yeaaa.
n so we called her chiobu.

singyee's right. extreme right. (:
den playplay.
my phobia of de swingg.

n den go play vball wif sabbyartyshan.

de blue balloon tt ppl sae condom.
-_______-''.

de ball tt luk liek fruit
quite fuun.
den we hairspray n all.
arty wif de qnmark on her head.

n we played waterbomb while de chinesegurls.. wan suntan...wif clothes on..
-_____-''.

arty cudnt fill up de ballooon so upon seeing a BEEEG waterbomb[hvnt burst one lerr] in de pool, she took off her ~~clothes~~ shoes n dived in to get it.
but... it burst.
in de pool.

so arty gained nuthingg.
saaad arty.
poor thingg.

weishan nia cum.
cos her mom nia allow.
n char n me wore r e v e a l i n g tops according to arty.
mslim oso.
mslim arrive liek, quite l8 lar.
den she assisst de ppl bbqing.
i slacked lah of cos.
till 6:51.
i smsed aisyah thru arty's fone.
den she sae she wan send tt i wan aisyah.

den.i.went.splash.sprite.ice.on.arty.
muaahahahar!!
oh.
i accidentaly ate pork.
REALI.
gerilynn or sumone went put in on my plate lor!!
den it luk liek normal sausage.
den i ate.
den mslim told me its pork.
den i spit it out.
haaaaiz.
wat nw?
go gargle wif tanah+water 7 tyms??
i dunnoeeeee leh.
denn...
err...
tts abt it.
played sparklers[bunga api] n partypoppers.
char cut cake den evryone eat.

i brought hm 20 party poppers bweh.
hehhehhh.
aand...
after de whole thang, singyee, me, arty... hu else... i forgot all got wet.
we went wading pool den go splash py dere.
i SAT in de pool.
so yeaaa.

n de chinese peeps got swimmingsuit so okae lar.

no guards caught us...
weeeeee~
den went hm...
my dad complaincomplain.
den my mom sae im crazeee.
budden atleast dey nia scold.
de
bbq
wus
short.
but.
meaningful.
muahahahahahar.
char, yr house rawkss.

pix sponsored by kingarty

omgaaaaawddd.

2004-11-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

i.am.finali.gna.blog.
YAAAAY.
got so muucch to tok abt!!

seating position
de start of de yr, i rmb mslim sae she liek to chng position all liek, term-ly.
bullshit.

my luks
according to arty[internet research] i am an optimistic, shy, girly, photogenic person...
rite.
luks can be deceiving?
dun judge de bk by de cover?
oh.
i.am.so.nort.a.morning.person.
in de morning i luk liek WAT lor.
my bro saes i luk liek sum stuckupdao gurrl.
whooaaa.
nort tt bad rite.
kebab.
n wen i cnt sleep, liek de nite before de last dae of sku[wed.nite]
my muke sembab n pinkishh wich made me luk moore girly.
haaaiz,
sadsad world.
lied to dad.
sae sleep at 2am.

fact: my bro masturbates.

fact:newater huuurtss. i rmb de tym i purposely squeezed de j&j no more tears shampoo into my eyes lar. den i cried liek hell. tt wus... wen i wus... p2?

fact:i left my files at sku outside 2m classrm. wif sabby. cos de clearingout of my locker. waaah. sungguh drastic.

fact:i sleep at 6am evrydae tis wk n wake uup at 1+, 2pm. woots. im nocturnal.
knockout kinda sleep.

fact:i woke my mom uup cos i got too scared watching sum chinese horror movie, ALONE. it wus... dial d for devil or sumthng liddat.

fact:i watched blair witch 2 ytd. ALONE oso lar.

fact:gna write nxt poem...soon...

sid.
lets buker outside sumdae yar.
liek, for real.

chris is out of s i n im reali depressed kae.
nort gna watch s i everrr again.
na-ah.
injustice.
chris, i lurveee yoooo!
muahahaarr.
i cnt get his autograph oreadi.
-smackshead-
sid's dad wrote in to mediacorp.
n im gna email tis guy/gurl.
nf_ci_a1@hotmail.com.
sae got tix.
wan gif awae.
-sewell-

we r nw liberated frm sku, but nort frm hw n np.
budden i pon two daes oreadi.
dey got learn new drills.
shit.
on fridae ~~dey~~ syikazoid gna teach me.
dey sae i miss out alort of fun n stuf.
yaar.
i noe.
read syikazoid's blog.
do A R I E S wif body lar.
pole dance.
n i sae i haf madrasah exams.
fyi, dere IS madrasah exams in de morning lah guurl.

i went buke at sakura...on...i dunnoe. mondae?
got alort of ppl.
den dey open de azan lar.
n todae got rendang.
n i haf 3 new tops.
1 of wich i wore to de bbq [info ltr]
aand... i buff my nails.

aaaand i got de army-liek necklace.
wif my name engravedd... duuh...

catie [or isit katie?] ish out of americasnxttopmodel. -sobsob-
she ish juz sho cuute kae!!

mic wan go out.
he wan bring syahir+rad.
so four peeps.
nxt tues.
shud i...?
naaaah.

i nid stop biting my lipss.
nantipuasebatal.
eeeee.
i hate myself.
and i kip forgetting to niat.

i went watch de grudge on thurs.
arty n me screaming thruout de movie n close eyes...so arty wen watch again.
den de couple bhind n infrnt luffluff at us after de whole thang.
yeayeaa.
oh.
ruthika got her hands to her face n simphoni liek wan to drown liddat.
evrytym she liek wavewave her hands, shake off de fear.

i lurrve my letter to baobao.
cudnt sleep so i drew anime on hers.
den she sae nort bad.
tankiewwwss (:

i din watch oc last wk.
shit lah.
slept earrly.
at 8 liddat.

cont in nxt post abt bbq n wat happened tis yr.
one.a.
we wnt forget.

quitesumtym...

2004-10-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

hvnt blog in quite sum tym...
nw im going out so..
will b blogging either tonite or tmr.
weeeee.
bb.

waat?

2004-10-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

weeeee!!
nope.
i din go to de si thingy at wheelock place.
sid's senior got to hughug taufik bweh.
but i dun care.
i got a reeeaaalll niceee converse jacket!!!! -cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-
AND one more baju raye last nite.
AND tis tym my books nort overdue.
AND i get to eat macs.
AND i got to take pic of sum anime.
AND my bros a manu fan nw.
WAIT. tt aint gd actuali.
but hu fucking cares?

arieess

2004-10-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

'bonding' session fer aries.
hmm.
tt'll b fun.
if aries is in for it.
n mstan.

stuffiess.

2004-10-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

its gna raain!!
nono.
it has to rain.
n deres no np tmr. -cheers-
my arm aching lar.
nort much happened.
my results... im #16 in 1a, #78[i tink] in lvl. nort tt bad. thx to mye marks.
si...maia got out.
she can sing. n she does sound liek shakira.
daphne shud get her ass kicked. highpitched bitch.
in class din haf athng to do so i replied to all de letterss...
n asked sharron to pass it to sum ppl.
i stil carn bliv shes frens wif -her-.
ohwells.
gave deedee two poohbears n we sorta 'molested' dem.
muahahar.
took pix wif my hp.
teeeheee.
my class planning on sum bbq thingy at eastcoast[wer else?] n so de class fund will b liek draaained awae.
ketoopatie.
n i wan de army necklace thang at whitesands. i wan i wan i wan!!! -screams-
sku will end on thurs n thermometer on tues+wed. mus rmb. MUS rmb.
if nort liek last tym die lor.
stand dere in frnt of mrs goh liek waaat liddat.
n i nid to collect 500 frm jalanraye.
tts impossible.
cos my family all die fast.
so i lost grandparents oreadi.
n sum oder relatives.
-smackshead-
wwwhhhyyyy.
why does my mom haf onli three siblings??
whywhywhy.

dincumsku.

2004-10-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

din cum to sku todae.
parents letter can rite?
baguuus.
wonder wat my marks are.
n wat dey did during apt.
drills n drills n more drills?
atleast sleeping better than humiliating myself infrnt of crater cos i forgot alort of stuf.
liek ytd.
wonder wat movie dey watched oso.
after sahur actuali felt real tired.
n syiggin.
dun forget my prezzie yar.
teehee.
ciaoxx.

pearlharbor

2004-10-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

syikin.
lets sue de director of pearlharbor.
he made yu cry.
n both of us nw sadded oreadi.
danny nort suppose to diee!!!
nononooooo.
no wae.
n my earhole bleeding bcos... of earstick!!
slept at 2:45 liddat ytd, so expecting to sleep at 1 ~~todae~~ tonite.
we're gna watch fucking flintstones newae.
schoolofrock is kinda gd.
owaes thot jackblack aint farnie but juznw de sectwos all watch oso, quite fun.
de ~~whole sku~~ lowersec tgedergeder.
nw...abt my marks...

eng _______ c5. yep. my compo sucks tis tym. no argumentative ever again.
malae______ b3. better than expected. yaaay!!
maths______c5. bluekss.

science n lit. tmr.
am i ready?

can puase

2004-10-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

all saint's pure shores

I've crossed the deserts for miles
Swam water for time
Searching places to find
A piece of something to call mine
(I'm coming)
A piece of something to call mine
(I'm coming)
(I'm coming)
Coming closer to you
Went along many moors
Walked through many doors
The place where I wanna be
Is the place I can call mine
(I'm coming)
Is the place I can call mine
(I'm coming)
(I'm coming)
Coming closer to you

I'm moving
I'm coming
Can you hear, what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach
(Take me to my beach)
I can hear it, calling you
I'm coming not drowning
Swimming closer to you

Never been here before
I'm intrigued, I'm unsure
I'm searching for more
I've got something thats all mine
I've got something thats all mine

Take me somewhere I can breathe

I've got so much to see
This is where I want to be
In a place I can call mine
In a place I can call mine
I'm moving
I'm coming
Can you hear, what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach(Take me to my beach)
I can hear it, calling you
I'm coming not drowning
Swimming closer to you

Moving, coming
Can you hear what I hear?
(Hear it out of reach)
I hear it calling you
Swimming closer to you

Many faces I have seen
Many places I have been
Walked the deserts, swam the shores
(Coming closer to you)
Many faces I have know
Many way in which I've grown
Moving closer on my own
(Coming closer to you)

I move it
I feel it
I'm coming
Not drowning

I move it
I feel it
I'm coming
Not drowning

I'm moving
I'm coming
Can you hear, what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach
(Take me to my beach)

I can hear it, calling you
I'm coming not drowning
Swimming closer to you
(Take me to my beach)
I'm moving
I'm coming
Can you hear, what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach
(Take me to my beach)

I can hear it, calling you
I'm coming not drowning
Swimming closer to you
(Take me to my beach)

weee!! i can puasee!!
oh.
n i hav alort to blog.
-gradceremony
-ouijaboard
-neoxx
-directions
-anastacia
-de ring. sadako!!
-myself.

wokae... de gradceremony... nort sum sad thang budden stil, last tym hear dem cheer.
n -she-'s cuute n talented.
miGOSH.
she plays de guitar reali well.
-gringrin-
and i took lots of pix wif arty's cam.
did she delete it?
i din get a pic of -unoehu-.
budden i guess she saw me.
so yea.
ohwells.
to secfours.
i will miss you.
gdluck for yr big o's.
muahahaas.
tt sound merepek.
goodbye.
or in malay, gudebai.

nw de story.
highly recommended.
by me. (:
its reeall gd kaes.
seat #29. deedee, beware...
n its liek climax frm start till end lor.
evrytym gt de ghost.
de start veh farnie.
toilet pictures.
yep. bliv it.
before tt syik wus toking bout hw small de cinema wus, smaller than CLASSRM.
syik, yure bloody blind can.
kebab.
heheh.

neox.
dey sae i luk liek de ghost.
well mebbe i do.
a lil.
n i freak syik out?
newae, y did we write de spell on de neo wen we're nort sure of it?
woops.
it wus my idea. sorta. but stil.
we wrote 'binsusaba' wen its 'bunshinsaba'.
n NO SPACE SUMMORE!!
-smackshead-
aandandand rite, it wus binsusa and de 'ba' on top.
so we were laffing bout de whole thang.
binsusa.
binsenang?
oh n den gt tis gurl hu spoke chinese to me.
or mebbe she din but i THOT she did.
she wanted noe wat sku we frm.
we.so.batu.
our sku u sngt batu.
(:
bweh, shes nort de only one hu spoke chinese to me.
deres tis oldaunty hu wus in de lift wif me.
she complain bout her son.. i tink.
she took out her keys n all.
wait.
mebbe she wus... robbed??!!
notetoself: woshimalairen?
reali nid to memorise tt.

now abt directions.
waited for syikfilz aft de whole ceremony, din go wif arty.
took 135 wif de two n ms maam tan n reema.
den we din get dwn.
liek HEY... i thot dey noe de wae.
so we went all de wae to amk mrt n we stil got to j8 lar.
i kip langgar-ing ppl.
n syik kip breaking couples.
yuup.
n den at j8 we kip going to wrng escalator.
AND we walked one whole round bcos of it.
muahahaas.
wif syik, 0% senseofdirection.
wif syikfilz, -10%.
budden we do noe hw to get hm.
wait.
we dun.
cos we took de mrt to boonlay instead of pasirris. -____-''.
n we tried going to marinabay.
tis tym its wae more busy.

anastacia three tyms play de...
on fridae at nite
saturdae at 7:30
sundae at 12:00

on hbo gt de ring.
juz watched.
eeeee...
budden jap version better.
wich oso means the grudge wnt b as gd as juon.
so wnt waste my money. xp
nw mi bro wan play monopoly. to waste tym.
yuucks.

start wif a song, end wif a song... to -her-

lighthouse family's high

When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
Remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love
Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible
Is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
Remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love
Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
Remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love...

thirteen+one

2004-10-15T05:09:00.000+08:00

thirteen+onedae.
i am stil ME.
why??
i shud chng.
more maturedindependent self.
cos im nw a teenager.
im crapping.
due to de lack of sleep.
oooooh!!
goodies on power98!!!
inoedesongonmyblogosogoodieslarbutvehnicetissong.
ciarayusooobatu.

sahuurr

2004-10-15T05:04:00.000+08:00

my familyy[xcept me] sahur-ing rite nw.
sheeeesh.
i hatehatehate tt thang.
din sleep.
cnt sleep.
bcos of cramps.
muahahahaas.
but true.
so i did ~~spring~~ ramadhan cleaning of mi room.
eleven beeg bags of trash.
yeep.
eleven.
n nw i wna eat oso.
if deres enuf rice n telurkecheplok.
i.am.weird.
sadikinie n shuyi online.
mebbe dling sum stuf.
ciaoxxiess...
de song on power98 riite nw sux.
ronankeating?
yepp.
if yure wondering y i stop listening to perfectten.
blame de cikpon-ing thing.
scarieee.
bluekkksss.
but stil.

boardpantss

2004-10-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

syiggin.
im wearing boardpants.
n i luk gd.
muahahahhaass.
reali.
im lovin it.
xp

graduationceremony_

2004-10-15T01:24:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING TO THE GRADUATION CEREMONY.
-shrieks-
oh SURE, dere r liek, fortyfive more ppl going plus de whole secfoourr batch.
but shes dere.
n i can c herr.
for de last tym.
sittin bside arty n all.
i am going.
n on mondae im dead.
bcos of de whole...
np thang.
ciaoxx.
im bck to my nocturnal self bweh.
feel liek pontenging sku on mondae.
seriously,
whatisthepoint?
blehss.

pmsy.

2004-10-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

so tis is how it feels liek to b...
PMSy
eeeee.
i hate de whole world.
i forgot to watch SI.
yes sid.
i did sorta... lie to yu.
i came bck hm before eight.
den i tried on de baju raye n FORGOT.
smackshead.
nvm.
syikin, tell yr makcik tt taufik din luk bapoking kae -winkwink-
oh YEA.
i am THIRTEEN.
teenager.
im a TEENager!!!!!!
YYYAAAAAAAYYY!!!!
happiebdaetome
no diff tho.
juz tt i get to go to de GRADUATION CEREMONY cos im in de
CLASS COMM.
i LURVE being de treasurer.
yesshhh i do.
and i like typing huge.
newae, met deedee n her mom n saw her bro. kinda fat. wait. vehfat. but nvm.
ohohoh. and mi dear frens hu wish me happiebdae... [de ferst one, ahmad...it wus six sumthing. so i onli read it at 12, wen i woke uup]
n one more gd thang.
i finali get to watch de oc. i missed liek alort of episodes oreadi.
aaaaand... did i mention abt voodoo dolls?
i made two.
one for my _ _ _ and anoder for _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . gofigure.
_
moi family din go tarawih.
xcept my daad.
cos i wus busy forgetting to watch si.
n my mom had to cook.
n my bro.
my bro is juz being him.
i cnt puase...
i cnt bliv i cnt puase.
yuucks.
i bought foourr baju raye and i cnt puase.
aniwaesss...
happie puase-ing ppl
ciaoxxx.

ovulation

2004-10-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

i hate myself.
i so hate myself.
i hate uterus lining.
i hate ovulation.
i hate fallopian tubes.
cos i dun tink i can puase on fridae.
shit.
i hate
science.
blehs.
oh yea, syikin.
pangkipangkipangpangpangkipangyipingyiping. xp.

pix

2004-10-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

mashimaroooo!!!!

and taufiikkk!!!

blehss.

2004-10-13T14:35:00.000+08:00

ynoe.
i forgot to blog abt de `relive our childhood thang tt we did after sku.
me syik deedee went to play on de swingg.
hus higher n stuf.
n since its childhood n stuf.
luk at hw cuute syikin IS!!! yesh, ourdeardear syikin. she luks liek toshio rite.

and her stoopid cuz hu said me n syik went off to sum oder dimension on de train.
blehhsss i tell yu, bleehsss.

ciaoxx.

eyeoverrr

2004-10-13T13:52:00.000+08:00

ryan cabrera cnt sing.
BLEHS.
exams overr!!
all de stuf we learn in secone.
-throwitallawae-
wait, no.
nvm.
i t s
o v e r
history is history.
n im so gna drop it in secthree.
geog rawks.
g e o gggggg
geog geog geog.
newae,
i lied bout de whole
nxt-tym-i-blog-im-an-official-teen thang.
cos im nort.
pizzieee gave me mashimaro!! sngt cuute.
andandand nw its gt de cedar tie on it.
(:
ohyeaa, my bro's fren died.
if uve been reading de news ull noe lar.
chee yi da or sumthing liddat.
he died den his granddad died at hm during his cremation.. yep.
sngt sad.
den de whole class wus liek, no mood to play lan todae.
den in de lift dey started deir merepekness.
"itulah manusia. sekejap sekali dia lupa" -mom.
ohyeshh.
nw mi bro in sum problem.
c, he pandaipandai bcum tuitionteacher DEN he gave de kid xtraxtra hrs one lah.
he suppose teach liek, 2hrs den he go eat dere n do evrything dere till 4 hrs liddat.
den nw de kids mom dowan pay.
muahahhahhaaa.
-snorts-
de nite beforee gs exam, i went mi aunt's house and yeaa... my cuzs all veh de shocked c mi hair liddat one.
a n d d e y l i e k i t .
-cheers-
im such in a gd mood.
shall take a pic of mee.
veh rare tis type of occasionn.
blehss.
ohYEA, deedee, dun buy cokefloat yaa... ltr if i sae sumthng bout crescentgurls den yu go spit out de water aagaain... yeuchh.
aannd... guessWAT.
ran into rai liek, for de third tym.
raaai... yr hair nw quite loong oreadi eh. so fast grooow.
-----------------
todae

STARTED studying histoorryyy twenty mins befoore de exam. wooow. tts alort of tym. shud hav spent more tym on msgingg ppl.
denn... i crap for hist...
i din do twooo structuredessayy qns.
-applause-
aandandand, i din put anything liek 'raja banana man' tis tym lah budden stil, i tink i lost liek ... 20 marks?
maju kan?
majoooo...
oh.
sid sms bout sumone dedicating sum song for -unoehu- on perfectten.
she wasted 5cents.
hw swweeet sid.
bck to todae.
so i followed yati n den we dinnoe wer to go roam abt so we wna go hm den we go de usual bustop[as in m y bustop] n den she gt phonecall, den she sae syik mumu n oders all at pp.
den we liek runrun, den bcum terribly dehydratedd... syikmumuoders werent at pp. dey were juz infrnt of de church dere. sheesh. shudnt hav ruunn frm de bustop riite. den sudenli i dun feel liek watching movie. actuali i cnt aniwae. gt onli fiivebucks. den syik n me separated[correct spelling tis tym] den we take de mrt den we went all de wae to MARINABAY. we wanted to get off at... cityhall. yeaa. wich means onli one stop. denn we i went to sit dwn den syik oso follow den sudenli we realise tt de WHOLE TRAIN WUS TOTALI EMPTY XCEPT FOR TIS GUY HU LUK FREEKINGLY FREAKY LIEK NO BLOOD NEMORE LIDDAT DEN WE WERE HUGGING EACH ODER. [dun blieve tis whole shit lar. i exaggerate one. gta b creativee wwaaaat] DEN WE WENT OUT DEN DE FREAKY GUY DIN GO OUT BUT WER DID HE FUCKING GO? HE WUSNT IN DE TRAIN EITHER. DEN WE WENT TO TIS OLDOLD LADY HU WUS MOPPING DE FLOOR DEN SHE WUS SO DAMN OLD DEN SHE KEPT SHOUTING AT US SUM CHINESE WORDS[NOOO, nt bcos she tinks im chinese] DEN I THOT SHE TOLD US TO GET AWAE FRM DE CLEAN FLOORR DEN SYIK WENT TO ASK HER BOUT HW TO GET BCK DEN SHE SAE 'saMA LAH. SAMA. SEMUA SAMA' i din lie kae. old chinese ppl DO noe hw to speak malay.
dendenden riite. we saw tis guuy dressed REALI smartly liek wan go work liddat budden he went to de ~~ENNNDDD~~ frnt part of de train. den riite, i din c him leh. oooh. den syik n me tok abt sum oder realm n stuf. heyy. it can happen. den in de middle of de two stops den hear f o o t s t e p s. liek newshoes against rubberyy floor. scarriieee. aft we gt off[atderightstationtistym] den syik wus liek, juz nw we started BELOW, hw cum we end uup above? atferst veh de HUUUH one. it dusnt make sense. budden actuali it doess. syik. it wnt feel liek a ROLLERCOASTER. so tts y u wnt even noe ure UUP.
tts aaalll..
ghooossttllyyyy encounter.
hahx.
bullshit.
ciaoxxx.
i am 12 yrs, 364 daes old. is tt rite?
`=)
oooh.
no more sexeducation.
=D
no more 'nishanoesevrything'.
n no more 'banana.gorengpisang'.
budden gt apt.
-equalss- takingg bus at 6:15 evrydae.
bluekkss cedarnp.

stuffiesss

2004-10-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

forgot bout de potential pupil leaders.
gt alort frm 1a-uthentic!!
yaaayness.
our class flag on mi phonee!

n mi nailss.

four isnt a.thng to do wif s.i.

hiphapss

2004-10-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. hvnt blog in quite sum tym...
mi birthdae nxt thurs KAKfaizahh... n taufik will b singin fer me!!
wokae, nvm.
start of tarawih.
i wnt b goingg.
nxt tym i blog, i.ll b officially a teenager.

things tt happenn

-npmarshalling. im in deepshit.
okae. herres wat happen.
i din hear wat date sir tan said it wus on n i tink dey did sae dey were gna call me n stuf but
NOOO, dey called only de nite before. shittiness. n so i went to call liek 1/4 of de sqd to find
replacement cos i lost alort of stuf kae n it wus 10 n mi boots nt polished n stuf so yeaa. n den i
called caili n she said okae. as in iDUNNIDTOGO. so i slept happily den nxt morning de
sectwo maams all pissed, blablablablablabla. dey liek it anywae. aries gna get punished.
MAJORLY. mebbe i cnt even be promoted. OHFUCK NO.

-saw rai for de second tym. tis tym w/o lollipops. n so she told me bout sue. congrats rai, congrats. rai's fren is dee's fren bweh. -smiless-

-on tis DAE lar, mesyikdee went tamplib[tts wen we met rai n her fren] n den wen we reach de lib we saw two gurls in blue and grey... YESH. cedarians.
aisyah n trixie. i tink.
den we all went second floor denn dey went further... dark area perhaps?

-yati n me saw dem outside three.h. -urghh- shant blog bout tis.

-my bro wanted de samsung phone so we had to switch den he sell mi pathetic 6610 n den buy de phone wif line den i take de line den he stay wif his line den mi mom get de hicard. so dun sms me at 90877012 nemore kaess? baguus. nw i hav sonyericsson t610 n addicted to taking pix.

-i tink im fat. to tanisha n yati, NO, mi legs bigger.
am i borderline overweight?
will puase help me?
i am r e a l fat juz tt ppl cnt c it.
blind ass.

-saw amira at pasirris lib. alone.
liek OMGAWD. she gt ~~guts~~. not reali.
but i NVRNVR went to de lib alone before. kinda awkward ynoe.

-i got gold for napfa! -doritual-
irockyustonee...

-malay marks sngt suck. tankieeww maria n faizah. nw u noe my malay shitty riite.

-taufiikkk sngt cuute!! sitti hes stil in... so yeaa, even tho he bottomthree n all, he rawwkk.
voted for him s e v e n times kae.

-firdaus told me bout de qama-n-anoder-guy incident in macs.
sngt memalukan masyarakat vs?
betuul sekali.
u c...
qama diss tt guy n so tt guy went to splash tea on qama n he did de same thang bck n both wet n pissed.
bleh.
im so goddam happie i break wif him.

-been staying l8 to study these daes. kinda niice. i liek. =)
liek at one.s bench, de breeezzeee...

-my nails r orange + blck riite nw.

-yati, im suure yr hairstyle's fine.

-if i dun pass maths, im gna get kicked out of 1a. liek...pls lor... tho im in 1a i dun go to olympiadd... kebabb.

-yaay!! chris stayss!!! maydegdlukswin.

-i tink im gna fail maths.
reaali.

-lit wus okae. wait. i din juz sae tt. lit is my alltym worst sub but yeaa. de paper's easiest so far.

-four dwn two to go but evryone's enjoying de weekend liek as if e.y.e.'s over. ppl. getbcktoreality.

-yati's mi pb... YAAY!!

-im gna cut my hair.
sorrie filz.
gna lose de fringe.
n i DUN wna lick -unoehu-'s hair KAE.
blehhss u ppl.
ciaoxx.

broke.

2004-09-28T17:58:00.000+08:00

-i am crushing fiive ppl. namesshallnortbmentioned.
-im broke. tankieww yati n banu.
-juz nw we luffed liek hell in macs n i did choke on coke juz bcos of arty, fries n chillisauce.
-im so dead. mi socks. mi blouse.
-i nid to start mugging liao.
so .. ciaoxx.
-micnrad wan take neoxx wif me [before eye] n heres de scoop.
MICHAEL DUN EVEN NOE WAT NEOPRINT IS.
pathetico.
-im finali afraid of rejection.
-ppl sae im GIRLY. liek AMIRA GIRLY. yucklor. PUHLEAASSEE.
-reeali. ciaox.

artyandmee+

2004-09-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

neox tt i took juz nw wif arty.
yesh riite after eng.papers.
we went heeren.
cos i wanted go kovan, yasmin nid go tp n arty wans j8.
so yeaa.
-lukwatyouvedone-
den over dere saw exheadprefectexASSheadprefectandEXEXco.
n arty n me freeked out.
yeaa.
den on mi wae hm outside eunos pri[de nt open yet one], i saw tis banner congratulating sadikin.
~~her~~ his parents mus b veh proud of him. ^_^

dese r mi confessions

2004-09-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

these are my confessions.
mwaahhahaax.
but reali.

-i was scared of ronald mcdonald wen i was... four?
-i STIL dunnoe hw to write newspaper article, for de exams i mean.
-and im crushing evry senior tt i c.
de canteen.
i went liek 'shes cuute' once evry fiive secs.
im mad.
exams start tmr.
shit. -smackshead-
englishenglishenglish i cnt WRITE de dam article.
ciaoxx.

i wan write letter tooo...
-filz
-mai
-husna
-sunmeng
-mushroom
n oder ppl.
de more de merrier.
de more ppl u write letters to de more u mus reply.
de more u reply de more tym it.ll take.
de more tym it.ll take de less tym u study.
woow.
nicee -rubhands-

f i n a l i `

2004-09-21T16:25:00.000+08:00

FINALI i hav de mood to blog. wokae. ALORT of stuf happen kae since... i dunnoe wen...
things tt happened
-art grp. wif dora, thasneem n bananagurl[nisha]
-piercing. second hole on right ear[tt closed]
-arty. gettin quite close to her. n arty, ure les. no doubt bt tt.
-eng. compo... i STIL dunnoe hw to write newspaper article AND e y e on fri liao
-np.badge. yaay. totaldefence. i wus called ferst. -sheesh-. sngt dunnoe-wat-to-do.
-topten in class=marshalling at road safety park. WTF???
de whole sqd din noe im topten. yeaa. im a slacker. so juz consider me lucky..
-malae teacher. cikgu noorsani. sngt merepek kae. evrytym sae he wan to marah one n wan to jotos budden ltr we complain. errr... n he sae i luk liek crying. WTF??!! i.am.so.nt.de.kind.hu.cries. unliek -f_ _ _ _ _ _ -
-last wk i din get de msg to wear sku u for apt. even TANISHA din get it. watswifariesman???
-i accidentali poured choc.milk on de sofa. yesh. n mi mom din notice. AT ALL. blind bitch...
-hist.test. gt sixteen over twenty. okaelah. tt gurpreet gt full marks. liek, bleeeh. EVRYTYM. so her paper liek all over de class. wanted to tear it...
-de whole grp blamed me for nt bringing de speech. hellloooo? -knocksamirannurinshead- u guys din tell me properli WAT. AND yr ppt SUCKS, beeg tym. evrything overlapping each oder liek WAT n nurin, i made it better so shut uup abt de whole tu-lah-pegi-kpo-pasal-powerpoint-buat-ape thang. SHEESH la ppl.
-i forgot to bring hm my claymarble to study for lit test de nxt dae.
-de choize hut person mus tink im bloody deaf. but he mumbles stuf. ohYEA, CHINESE stuf to me n i wus all liek, huuh? im nt chinese. n he -mumbled- two.twenty. i mean, sheesh lor. juz shout it OUT nxt tym.
-walkinderain club rawks.
-bi.club rawks.
-yeaaa`
-walkinderain made mi deuter bag liek, all `c l e a n.
fridae
-lit.test wus okae. gna get de paper bck nxt lesson. mstan said de average mark's sixteen. -dies-
-yati saw maam jo in HOMECLOTHES ppl. HOMECLOTHES. at kovan. yati. u lucky bitch. n she msged mi liek RITE AWAE. shud hav went.
-syikin went to maths remedial juz bcos no one wanted to go hm wif her. -piangz-. she slept in it aniwae...
-went home wif banu.
-collected de money for yrbk. mslim said `gd work. i mean all tis whiilee...?? ohYEA, me slacking as usual. de claz fund liek shit. hu caress...
-mass convo wif tt akmal n frens. i went out. it wus waee too chaotic kae.
-sid crush sumone related to her. yeaa`
i mean... it.ll nvr happen to ME. -luksatcousins- NO WAE. yucks.
-i am pissed wif mi irc grp. nt singyee. de oder two. i DID de ppt. dey shud atleast write deir OWN speech while i do de oder two remaining slides' speech. but NOOO. evrything's me. n akmal wus all confused bout tis. -_____-''.
-currently listening to tis stoopid femalesinger singing idontwannaknow. patheticcc` juz liek de gurl hu sang eamon's song...
sat
-watched dodgeball. damn farnie!! shudwatchshudwatch.
-went balithai. OMGAWD so ex kae.
-bought more thick earsticks.
-bought bag. wich sumone oreadi uses. -hmpffttt-
-wen home took bus...den it wus oreadi greenman budden gt tis beeeg lorry nia stop!! nearly gt knocked d w n. bluekss lorrydriver.
-mom calls mi bros fren pekong. his name's pek hong or sumthin. i dunnoe. n anoder one hakim `judge. den pekong vs judge wtv shit.
------------------
sundae
cudnt sleep till five.
therefore din go mad.
cos mom saed if too sleepy wnt focus den no point going. quite tru. so i slept bck.
-heard acoupleofsongs on perfectten. budden dunnoe title one. -snorts-
-chat wif khaitwo. he asked kak nadhirah bt me. i mean, wat fooor sia.
he said please to meet you or sumthing. wooow. he will SO chng his mind if he noes hw i act offline.
----------------
tis wk
-quit mldds. -cries- i realireali liek DIKIR n all. budden de el ppl quit. de NP GANG quit. so it wus dwn to me filzah diyanah n one.m ppl. so we three quit. byebye kakaks.
-no more apt.
-started on sexual... chapter thang in science la.
-maths common test tmr. so goddamn dead liao.
-arty lieks mr chin n is pregnant wif aishah's...
-i hav to earn mi own money before taking uup de guitar course.. err... tuition?
-memyself hav to go tuition. mavissss...?
-took same bus as singyee juz nw. dunnoe wer she sudenli disappeared to tho. well, iduncare. i liek taking de lift alone newae.
-took 66 in de morning. n dere wus tis r.i guy... AAAH!! sngt cuute kae. n den stand bside me onee. AND... nvm.
-gna cut mi hair soon.
-hariraya, i wan hariraya liek NW. ciaox.

countdwn

2004-09-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

tis is de countdwn...

tis are de neoxx

good

2004-09-13T18:24:00.000+08:00

todae wus quite gd. startingoff termfour liddat. kinda nice.
-gt bck progress report.
two a.ones.
two b.threes.
two b.fours.
going dwn... but atleast i dun fail maths riite? -unliek ~~sum~~ many ppl-
-many peeps cut deir hair...
+ sharron
+ sarah [hu totali luk liek a guy nw. congrats. winniedepooh will totali liek u nw.
+ sum maams... maam gauri... n anoder maam...
+ err... atiqah?
+ -hmm...- no more?
went out wif syikintanishasarah n took neox. kinda kewt! hehex. cos gt enuf space... n its all... good. n all tt coleslaw made mi wna fart. -mwahahaax-
aaaand... alort of freeperiod!! -gringrin-
sir[mr]chin, went to mi claz... n went to ask arty sumthingg... sngt mysterioous.
i juz realized tt mi seniors went... watdodeycallit... oH, obs in liek, earlyearly part of tis yr. yep. maam shirlyn went i tink... and...
tmr dere.s going to b a reliefteacher for hml. -horrors-
...
tmr deres jogging! -screams-
AND
one dae closer to music n lit. test. music exam actuali... n i dun even noe wer f.chord is... isit... liek, dere? nvm...
i tink mi tables liek WAAEE dirty eventho dey wash it oreadi during de hol... cos... im starting to get those rashes again.
...dots...
oh, tis wed. is de irc thang.
n mom, i lied to u bout de whole egg thang.
long story.
i a m s u r e t a t e g g s a r e s o l d o u t a t d e n t u c b e d o k c e n t r a l
too.
and during maths claz... i kinda ... did a countdwn.
so im scanning it.
as well as de oder neox.
(:

FYI

2004-09-12T05:06:00.000+08:00

FYI ITS FIVE NW. I LURVE WRITING IN CAPS N HES STIL ONLINE. YEAA. DE ONLI PERSON. SNGT PATHETIC.

frmivansblog

2004-09-12T05:02:00.000+08:00

frm ivan's blog.

everi1 reach then kena pump.. mus hold in push-up position.. then he began scolding us.. then make us do 30 pushups.. then continue scolding us for half an hour.. until 1 squard mate sae hassan crying.. then he ask hassan to stand up.. but hassan sae he can continue.. then he stopped pumping us.. then when standing up.. saw hassan.. he so ke lian.. face red.. hands and leg trembling.. pitiful..

i so luffing sey.

screaaaam

2004-09-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

juzwatched screamthree.
these two words appeared.
`shishkebab
`pariah.
omgaawd we rawk,sid.
sngt unxpected but yeaa.
ermm...chatting wif akmal [as in qama's bro] n he noes mi. -gdforhim-
n herres paparoach's gettingawaywifmurder. nvr liek it. till juz nw wen i finali realize its...nicee. sumthing liek de poems... of... -unoehu-

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

Chorus-
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away)

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder

bleh. ciaoxx.

neoxsidrai

2004-09-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

de neoxx -sidraimi-

outingwifsidrai

2004-09-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

kae. so todae went out wif raisid. sidrai. sidrai sounds better. kae. sidrai. woke up at onee. YESH. one. pm. -gringrin- n so i went to eaat bathe den meet sid at de bustop at two.twenty. den go dwn at rais bustop. n guess hu we saw. shafiq. n sid wus liek ohnoohnoohno. n i thot he wore starhub tee. such a thing meh? nvm. its wus GREEN n WHITE. n den he took 228 la. so wen he board de bus den i saw tt his tee nike. -heheh- so thruout de whole dae, werever gt green n white we.ll go starhub. laaame. i noe. we sngt loserified. n gt starhub ad all over. -kebaab- denden... rai came liek, at 2:45 liddat so sid wus all, soo punctual. kae. den we took sixty. n den gt tis guy hu read malay novel, i cnt stan it lor. he liek pointpoint his finger at evry word. i mean, hes atleast TWENTY. stil nid to read liek sum kiddo liek tt. yeaaa. den took mrt... den in de train i pulled sid.s tee den i saw her -unoewat- it wus blue+black+white sngt nicceee!!! iamnotachigopek. soo...den reach dere den...went lido den dun hav any good movie to watch[inoeitsmyfaultsouguysgowatchgarfieldyrselvescan?good] n den sid lukluk ard to c weder her seniors dere. denden... we dunnoe wer we wan go so we went heeren go take neox ferst. den we went lah. den gt all confused wich escalator go uup. oh YEA. alltiswhile i said elevator instead of escalator n mi two pathetico fwens din even realize it. loserified la we. realireali loserified. okae. den... de ferst neo nt nicceee. den second one kindda ex budden ... cuute. de spastic-er den cuter. den a new word is ~~created~~ used alortalortalort of tyms by rai. `sheeshfish. TOLDYAWE.REDAMNLOSERIFIED. n...den...toolate oreadi to go watch movies so we go eat. den sid wus tokin bout her seniors la. gt two habibahs. so- kak hab. kak bib. or sumthin liek tt. so i went `y not kak bah? n it sounded liek kaabah. so we luffluffluff. anoder loserified thang, i NOE. den... went hoomeee...den evry ten.secondss i mentioned either guy#1,2,3or4 la. nw im loserified. n fir sms mi. telling mi guy#4 gt gf oreadi. HAH. iduncarela kae? all de guys hav oreadi i noe. -bleehxx- aaand...sid start liking pathetico. ^_^. n... errmmm... IHATEMISHOES. i soooo hateit kae?? evry.min i hav to stop n tie. =p. shallboycottyoo. yesh. i am going to buy new oness. adidas. yeaaa` sngt good. -smilesmile- n i failed to stop rai frm taking no.sixty hooome.
-curseyoorai.pemalasnakmampos.itsnotevenatenminswalk
frmdebustoptoyrhouse-
tts aalll... sid is gna blog abt mi falling wif de chair incident. bluekksss.
ciaoxxx.
guy#1.2.3.4. mwahahhahahax.
sngt cooool lah dem.
`=)

artdone

2004-09-10T02:44:00.000+08:00

i am happieee!! art doonnee. liek finali. -smilesmile- nw its nearly three n i stil cnt stop tinkin bout -unoehu-. blehhx.

juz pix

2004-09-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

tis is cuute. -aaaaawww- but i luk spastic. liek usual.

tis is sum stoopid poem im nt proud of. cos i dun even noe wat it means.

n tis is mom. at vs. sum hml meetdeparents session.

suhailah.

2004-09-09T15:44:00.000+08:00

suhailah is goddamn mad i tell yoo. i tink its bcos of HER tt qama break wif mi.
YUUP. dey chat 24/7 n suhailah saed tt qama's hott. -urgh-. told ya i dun liek tt kind of ppl. make mi sick. NOOOO i am NOT jealous. i liek sum oders ppl nw -wich includes mi darling [maam jos] mwahahax- n guy#2, #3...yeaa. suhailah WANS qama to confess his luv for her. n he DOES liek her. i dun tink. i NOE. =p. i am xperienced.
evidence
hate my kuzzin says:
yup.....bt i told qam tat he's hot
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no comments.
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suhailah's interested in recycled goods.
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lol.
im e.v.i.l.
-blehx-
atleast i dun steal oder ppl's bfs rite?
sheesh suhilah.
-throws tomatoes at suhilah-
ciaox.

hndwrtg

2004-09-09T04:52:00.000+08:00

mi handwritingg...
blaaah.

2004-09-09T04:31:00.000+08:00

kaee...ferst post. -bluekss-
im juz sick of de old blog kae??
not bcos of SUM GUY.
sheeeesh sid.
=x.
newaaae...
todae i fast la.
tmr last dae -cheeers!-
so yeaa.
buka wif onli 1 prata. -hmpft-
cos mi dad wanna bring mi out to eaat.
went to hawa restaurant onli.
got tis beeeegbeeeg fish la.
i cudnt finish.
liek dduuuh.
all mi dad did wus cutcutcut budden nia eat. n den giv mi. =p
oh YEA.
dere wus hair in mi food.
well, it wus short... -mebbe mi own one- but stil veh yuuckiee`
n -while smsing sid- i fell dwn. WIF DE CHAIR. liek, splat on de ground. n sum matmat luffed. haaaaiz. sid, ure jinx.
n i wore a jacket.
feelin cold.
usuali mi aircon is set at 18degrees kae... nw its TWENTY.THREE.
yesh.
i repeat.
TWENTY.THREE.
i tink im suffering frm sum unknown disease.
duck.flu.
n im insomniac too.
JUZ LUK AT DE FREEKING TYM.
N IM STIL DOING MI CUBISM ART WORK.. THINGY.
oh yea.
mom's -drumroll- forty.two.
so
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE MOM

ciaoxx.
nt tt im sleepy or a.thin.
gotta finish coloring.
gosh.
i sound liek sum toddler.
c o l o r i n g .
baaah [sid's wae]

nocturnal

2004-09-09T04:05:00.000+08:00

WOKAEEE`
4+ oreadi.
im officially nocturnal.
yeep.
ciaox.
in 1hrs tym goin sahor.
haaaaaaiz.
ferst yaaawn.